All Rants

i don't rly matter to anyone. i'm fine with being a loner. i've always been one. but sometimes, it does hurt seeing people you call your friends make plans with everyone but you. i try to be nice to them. i get them gifts, etc for their birthdays. not once have i gotten a gift from any of them before. that's fine. i don't rly care about my birthday that much as it's just another day. but yeah, they could at least take ten seconds out of their day to send a text or smth. idk. lately i've just been wondering what the point of anything is. yeah, get the degree, get a job, then what? there doesn't seem to be any point except to just conform to the model life society has set out for us and that everyone expects us to follow. idk if i just don't want to live or if i don't want to live in a mold that brings me no satisfaction. why do i think about things like this? i care too much for others and they don't seem to care back. why must i put in the effort only to be hurt time and time again?

My ldr boyfriend lately is constantly busy and I think he is avoiding me and I just want someone's perspective on it? Is it true he doesn't love me anymore? Is it true that guys usually lose interest because a girl isn't near? Is it true all long distance relationships fail?

So I really want to be able to express myself to my parents but I can't cuz all they do it judge me. They tell me I can always talk to them, but when I do they try to change me and don't listen to me, telling me that I am the problem and can't do anything right. They also give me a million rules and don't let me be alone for one minute, making me feel like I'm suffocating. For instance, I want to be a professional kpop dancer, but when I told them I was considering becoming a dancer, my mom immediately shot me down saying I don't have and experience and couldn't do it. I just want my parents to support me, but they won't let me be me.

I hate being fat after having a baby. I’m 84kg and I hate myself so much. I see others my size and think they look stunning, why can’t I see myself this way?😩

The main reason I didn’t report my childhood SA was because it was the only time i felt noticed cause my mom hated me and didn’t give me any attention whatsoever. Messed up I know

I'm genuinely so saddened, I had such a sad conversation with my mother and I explained things to her how I was definitely not agreeing with so many points of religion and when I spoke back explaining how I thought it was fucked up and that science only proved that women's brains only develop at the age of 25 she dismissed it and said that science isn't Allah. and that he said that little girls are mature as soon as they get their periods, I'm seriously on the verge of letting my tears flow

I wanna talk about my likings while we talk about my ED

I feel like I don't belong anywhere, in my friend group, school, family, nowhere. Im an agnostic, in an extremely religious household, i go to a school where most people believe that religion, and all my friends follow that religion aswell. My family would probably kick me out, socially ostracise me, disown me, or worse; kill me/marry me off. I hate how I have to pretend to follow a religion, just because i had the misfortune of being born in a certain area. I can barely go out, I have to cover my hair or else i'll 'never let out the house', im in a skin which doesn't belong to me. Whenever I vent to my friends about how strict my mum is (not that im an agnostic, im too scared..), they're so dry, they don't know what to say, only replying with 'damn' 'bruu' because they're so damn indoctrinated in the idea that religion can do no wrong. Bc for them it's 'perfect', and all the non-believers are js 'dumb and ignorant'. I feel so alone, i wanna leave this place so bad and never return.

Same person ranting about the 2nd grade relationship that ended. I wish I was ur ex so that I wouldnt of broken up w/ u b/c if anyone knows anything about love they would know how fucking difficult it is to find a guy that will actually try for US. So many useless pos that give no fucken damn about their wife, kids, family, life ANYTHING but their fucken goddamn selves. So many wastes of space that I would rather chew my own fucken toe nail off then associate w/ or even breath the same air as. But then there is so many blind sided bitches that figure I will fucken find a man that will try HARDER for me well bitch GOOD LUCK WITH THAT. I FUCKEN HATE so many useless, unhelpful, narcissistic pos that never fucken gave a damn that I tried but then they try so hard for some other bitch. You know what I think thats worse is breaking up with a useless clown then they do the MOST for someone else u FUCK

To the person that made a rant yesterday, April 10, about breaking up w/ ur gf who u were together w/ since 2nd grade. If you get to read this, idk if your on here frequently, but your not the one that should be sad about the situation. That ex of urs is the one that will regret it. Idk if she will ever find someone that tried as hard as u to see a future w/ her. U should thank ur blessings that shes out of the picture she never had the energy to paint w/ u anyway. Sounded like u really cared I would much rather find someone that matches ur energy that is willing to put in the effort than having someone around that doesnt appreciate the work u put into ur relationship.

i just want things to go back to how they were. why did i decide to do stupid shit to ruin things. it feels like we barely know each other now. i miss you

Seriously, How do people fix their attachment issue? Met a random girl days ago, she's a good person ngl. But a little depressed, she said she's not doing good and that she feels compensate for everything. Told me that she probably ended her life that night, i somehow managed to help her from it, by the morning she started to talk about her interests and we found out that we are so much alike, she's a good and the sweetest person. I feel clicked again after the homie of mine stop contacts me since he has to moved out&busy with studying. When I texted her on how much i was worried, she said that she's fine and is drawing something, she said she'd be there when i need anything. I texted her again over smth stupid that she hasn't yet answered, it's strange how much i bond so easily with a person i have never came to meet up face to face. I know it's kinda pathetic yet I couldn't help it. I think she tryna to get things on surface, but it genuinely makes me cry rn. I hate this.

so like me and my bsf were getting along well but suddenly she was didtant so a really nice girl was my friedn and my bsf kept say ing bad stuff about her and i texted her but my bsf saw it and brok the friend ship and i feel like it was fully my fauult and this hurts more as 2 years from now i lost my first bsf and grandpa to cancer so i alwayes looked for that same sweet calm girl and the same connection when i found it i lost it again it hurts everyday for me but my bsf does not seem to care and i still remeber my first bsf last good bye both of us not bieng sad. as we thought we will meet again but were never able to see her again and i also remember my mom telling she died as cancer relapsed it still hurts

D&D was so long and annoying I had to masturbate twice during it to keep my sanity.

im scared that my friend group genuinely doesn’t fuck with me anymore because i over shared.. one time i had a one month episode and after it was kinda over they told me that i should tell them if anything was wrong and that they’re always there for me. but after i actually tried to vent, i think i made them uncomfortable around me? lol i genuinely don’t know what to do and my mood has gotten even worse because i feel like there’s no one to really support me

I think I’m finally done loving more than I’ll ever be loved. I’m tired of this fucking disorder, there’s nothing worse in life than being a borderline piece of shit. I’m just so tired, I think I genuinely want to kill myself rn.

Since 2026 I have caught something nasty or maybe I caught a couple different things back to back. I'm not sure if something is wrong with me or are other people experiencing this too? I haven't had fever, chills, or muscle aches. If anything I've had minor fatigue, bad sinus pressure, running nose, sneezing, but clear mucous and a cough that won't go away. Am I the only one?

Hey yall, tonight I found out my girlfriend broke up with me. We've known each other since second grade and met when we were in the same class, and it was quite literally love at first sight. I made this silly promise when i was 9 (like most kids do with a crush), and said I'd build us a future. Well, I took it quite seriously in following years, and I worked myself to the limit in the shadows so i could be accepted to college early (4 years early, I graduated freshman year). We were happy, our personalities matched, etc. When she found out she was ecstatic, but then I began ramping the intensity up. Taking on more hours, working myself nearly to complete exhaustion to maintain straight A's and make money to build us a future like I promised. I never ignored her and was always there, but she still broke up with me suddenly, saying we never matched? 8 years of my life are currently down the drain and I dont quite know how to feel. I dont know if i can ever love someone that much again

My husband says he doesn’t plan dates because I’m hard to please. I’m AuDHD and have some social difficulties even in my marriage. I am particular and I have to be in the mood for certain activities BUT I am clear about what I want ahead of time, he just doesn’t listen. He planned a date for us this weekend. At the beginning of the week I gave him an activity I would like to do. After spending zero time planning this week, he threw out a totally different plan and something I can’t imagine wanting to do ever. I feel unseen and unheard. He wants me to talk to him about my feeling but when I do, tells me I’m self-centered, selfish and impossible to please. He’s neglected me emotionally and physical for years and I want to stop caring. I can’t afford to leave. I don’t even know if I still love him like a partner.

What makes me rant there is a site called Pinterest which for whatever reason in their minds, they consider pornography two females wearing leotards against each other porno even though they are dressed in their work clothes outside of working for a wrestling promoter that does not have a television contract. Okay Pinterest powers that be I understand what you consider porn if a female model is in her birthday suit looking at the camera. Or having their back turned. My advice to you clowns is that it is one thing to have rules on social media showing images of female nude models might be offensive. But calling two female wrestlers wearing leotards working a wrestling match is like saying that some people from nations that do like the Western values of entertainment a peaceful religion. I guess we senior citizens who remember females working professional wrestling shows wearing leotards are obsolete.