Recent Rants
Im scared to come out as bisexual, i already did to the only person that i trust and my friend which i happen to have a crush on. Im really scared because of what others would think. I know people say to not care about what others think but its not that easy for me.
i feel so disgusting. Im pretty young, and ive been introduced to corn due to social media, now i cant survive a week without watching it. Or if i would then i would use character ai for hours. I really need help.
Gosh, please help me. I'm actually going to lose my mind. Honestly that's an understatement, but how does one describe wanting to scream and cut themselves and hugs someone and cry all at once? My parents and sister are at it yet AGAIN not even six hours since the last one. First, it was her fighting for privacy and stuff. Now apparently some boy from our church has a crush on her and they mightve went on a date or something shit?n Someone please help me. I can't do this. I know they're gonna have a screaming match soon and she will probably get herself hit or something. Guys please. I'm so scared. Please.
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I know I can love i know I can im in a happy relationship with someone I deeply love for the first time ever I think yet I keep thinking back to when everyone started getting fictional crushes or liking celebrities yet I would look at them I would lie and said I had crushes but really I only ever admired the characters or celebrities whenever I got a new crush as I got older I would realize after time it was a deep friendships I just called a crush because I was scared they would leave I was willing to live forever pretending to love them if they accepted me like that whenever I tried to get off by myself I stop midway through thinking it's stupid sometimes I genuinely think what is wrong with me I love romance I like being intimate but I never truly wanted or felt it until my current relationship i think this one is real which is so much scarier when I never truly felt what I feel before
Fates a little bitch. Its all the worst crossings in various degrees of intensity to minutia. Can't even so much as look at an interest, try to do anything and it will force your hand to fail. Existing is torture, forced against the wall or arriving at the perfectly wrong time in realtime day in day out. Im done. Its rigged.
I'm 13 and life sucks. I know I know every moody teenager says that but mine really does. At least it feels like it does. My mom is narcissistic. I'm stuck between loving and hating her. Whenever we talk it's just a list of my flaws and conversations get shut down. I've tried to remain calm during arguments but she finds something wrong about that to. She's always moving from one thing to the next and forgetting about the past. My oldesta sister is 19. She's autistic and I hate her. That sounds horrible doesn't it? Over the course of my life she's stollen around 300 dollars from me. She took away my childhood because I always had to be the bigger person. Even now I have to be the bigger person. My mom also acts like a child all the fucking time. My middle sister is my only relief in the family and she's 17. She's leaving the house soon. So I'll be all alone in hell. my mom always says my oldest sister will be out in two more months...its been two years. I started cutting again. Kill me
I'm tired of being society's punching bag because of others who share my race, gender, or sexuality. Straight white men deserve respect and representation too. Why is questioning race acceptable for some but not others? Skin shouldn't matter. Bad people exist in every group, so why is the hate targeted? Christians are also hated because of a few bad actors, not the majority. I hold views that are often criticized: I support Israelis living where they want, believe the Earth is 6,000 years old, oppose the LGBTQ concept, and am Pro-Life. Even my media tastes are judged; I like modern Nintendo, Pokémon, and Disney, and believe we should judge products by quality rather than labels like "indie." Companies like the makers of Idol Project shouldn't be treated differently from Glitch Productions just because of size; we should judge the effort and product, not the maker. I just needed to vent.
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i've been homeschooled since middle school. and, i appreciate it because it's part of the tapestry of my life, it made me into who i am and i don't know where i'd be if i didn't go that route. at the same time, i think it really fucked up my social life with other people my age, you know? it may as well be nonexistent. it's hella shit going on in my life, idk how i'm gonna make friends. that's why i turned to online spaces-primarily discord-when i was fourteen. but, it just doesn't help. not anymore. sometimes i wish that i could turn these feelings off - the desire for connection n shit. i wish that i could focus on what matters (sports, job hunting, etc.) without constantly wishing that i had somebody around all the time. because it hurts. maybe i'm going about it all wrong, maybe there's something i'm not doing? i'm sorry if this comes off as a pity party. but i wish that, just for a little while, that i could stop wanting friends.
Yesterday morning my partner and I got into it after I questioned what I was to him after he referred to me as a friend to a couple of people I didn't know and he told me during our fight they knew who I was he only meant to bring up the friend part to our friend that was with us. Now to what is actually bothering me, he put his hands on me and actually caused a concussion on me. I don't know what to do because I have nowhere to go and my body has been on edge for weeks even prior it this and it's just getting worse.
DO PEOPLE HAVE ANY PERSONALITY OTHER THAN TAKING THEIR STRESS OUT ON THEIR CHILDREN ALL THE TIME?!
if anyone's ever told you you're overly sensitive -consider it your superpower. Esp in dating/ possibly marrying. Think of EVERY single thought you've ever had about a quality you wouldn't want to LIVE with in that person. I most often say nothing aloud - why argue? But that's certainly someone I wouldn't date - much less marry.
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Speaking of which, guys need to shut the fuck about the "friendsone" the friendzone only exists with pretty women NOT UGLY GIRLS who they have no interest in talking to ever. The friendzine is for pretty girls who get attention from everyone and also, stop vilianizing girls for friend zoning when y'all don't care about friendship at all! Y'all just wanna fuck and that's it so truly y'all are the VILLAIN, NOT the girl who friend zones.
I don't think I'll ever end up with a man who's not abusive. And don't say durr your friendzone MEN DON'T WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME LOL. I'm not attractive at all so I dated other men who were unattractive too and instead of finding my ugly match who also wanted a marriage and kids, I only end up with depressed, abusive, and controlling men with anger issues. Twice have I dated a man who threatened to kill himself all the time. Every time. I really am giving up.
I remember I went to try sushi and my parents and the workers were all staring at me so that was like a lot of pressure to like it, especially since I’m a very picky eater, as I was fucking sniffing it and before I could eat it my parents took it from me and said I didn’t like it?? bro. also they called the workers anime people. let’s just say I walked my ass right out and never came back and I don’t plan on it unless my parents aren’t there cus wtf
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They said giving chances to men no girl wants will get you a married. You know what it got me? Abusive relationship after abusive relationship. Some of the worst men I've ever met. This whole time I should've been chasing chads with their life together, not giving chances to losers. So many of them are as ugly on the inside as they are the outside. I realized women don't want them, not because of their looks but because they truly are horrible men who don't know how to be kind or respectful. I just wanted to be a wife and have a husband to take care of but it looks like I may never get married and I WON'T lower my standards ever again. If I think he's ugly, he's most likely a bad person too.
This is only the beginning of the first school week and I’m already tired. Yes, I don’t want to study and I don’t care about it. I’d love to just fuck around and slack off from lessons, but, damn, they’re more strict with that than they were in the middle school… I already dislike all the teachers and find them annoying, even tho it’s my first time seeing them. I find lessons boring asf and just don’t even wanna listen. I have absolutely zero motivation. The only lessons I’d happily go on are Spanish and English, the rest of em can eat shit. I have no idea how I’m gonna survive this year…
I just left a very abusive relationship and a horrible friendship. My "best friend" has bailed on me for several months while hanging out with other people DAILY. the nail in the coffin was when she became friends with a girl who made my life hell for 2 years. She didn't give a fuck and told me my issues are my own. Ok bye bitch. Then my abusive bf lost it on me this weekend. All I did was tell him to talk about other things besides sex and he ignored me for 2 days and then lost it on me on the third. Fuck both of those shit heads. I don't deserve any of this. I'm a bit proud of myself for cutting off both of them but I'm angry at myself for always giving chances to scum. My ex best friend was homeless when I met her and my ex bf was an ex convict. 2 big red flags a person can have but I still let both of them into my life. I deserved how poorly they treated me.
It's really hard going through a breakup and still having to go to work. If I could I'd take off a week but I can't, I need that money. Every day not working is less money I'll have left over after bills. This is hard and idk how I'm managing.