All Rants

Im tired of doubting myself over and over agin obsessing over every small mistake anxious about every confrontation (even when its not supposed to be one) I wish i could just control my emotions but to do that i have to be able to trust my intuition but i cant do that because guess what my problem is the very fact that i CANT TRUST MYSELFY at least not on a subconscious level i keep running around in circles worrying and worrying and imagining scenarios thinking of the worst any time anything happens. I m not able to stop and its making things worse for me which is making it even harder to let go of this. Im stuck in a viscious cycle always afraid always scared about how im gonna feel scared and afraid in the future.

Hello! I'm an overthinker If you don't know what that is: It's basically thinking of every possible worst outcome and thinking too hard about little mistakes. I'm also insecure, I hate my body. So, if someone tells me 'You look SO ugly!' I take it rlly personally, and I think about it ever night. I've tried so hard to change my looks but its never good enough. Thanks for reading :)

I was feeding a stray puppy, when a man who lived in the apartment came and when he reached on the first floor he spit pan on me, I don't know I feel like crying, I yelled at him but he had no remorse, I wish he fucking gets mouth cancer can't live peacefully. I fucking hate men

Hi! Uhm, I rlly dont know what to say here. I just want some comfort. i dont want my friends to know I wanna cvt myself. They have bigger problems then me. I take things personally, and I just want to help people, for them to not hate me. I kinda.. think too much about people's opions. thats it, thank you for reading :)

You promised me you will love me forever🫩🫩

I hate no contact 🫩 Why do you have to stop talking to me to get better?! I thought me confessing would make us stronger

I feel stressed because I'm bored at home all the time, just lying down and dont do anything, so tired of thinking bout my future life. I also think I have symptoms of depression because for years I haven't socialized with anyone and I can't do anything for work, I feel useless in this world

I’m still sitting here I feel like a rat in a cage Clawing at the outdoors I want to run out I can’t handle this at 10 AM they’ll probably say I have 20 cavities I am so scared chairs are empty but here I sit at the front of the room like an idiot I want my mom so bad maybe I’m just used to the fancier dentist i keep telling myself if Christina Koch can orbit the moon I can do this but I really don’t think I can I didn’t take my anxiety medicine so I’m like tweaking on nerves there’s also little kids back here by themselves not acting like me but I read some awful reviews but my mom said to do it anyway that she knows what she’s doing but I DONT THINK SHE DOES I miss my old dentist and the one before him I had my own room and they were nice or just got the job done I didn’t have to wait in two separate waiting rooms I feel like my heart is going to jump out and run but my mom texts me and says are you ok NO BECKY IM NOT OKAY I DO NOT WANT TO BE HERE

I’m at the dentist right now and I’m panicking so bad it’s not even funny I’m 17 but I still wanted my mom to come with me but she can’t and I go back and it’s a line of chairs and kids in each one I’m sitting at the front of the room like an idiot in front of the tv this is just not right to me 😩😩😩

i wanna die so bad, im going through so much and everyone in my family ends up making it about themselves. i say im going through depression they say well what abt me. i say im going through ed or self harm or wtv they say what abt me. like i do not give a damn abt u i told you so that you could support me and you just dismiss me and think how can i link this back to me. like shut up, your my mum and my older brother i dont have anyone else in my family im the youngest. i want to just end it and you guys make it abt you. i just want to talk to someone. please just listen and take into consideration what might be good for me

Lost my ID card. Should have called immediately. Waited two weeks instead. Lost and found doesn't have it. Gotta buy another one for $60. Completely forgot to show up for work. Looks like I'm fired. Haven't called yet. Should do that. On my period. Pain. Missed appointments. Haven't been sleeping well. First, I had nightmares and then I couldn't get it back together. Gotta call. Gotta pick up meds. Room is a mess. Been eating out too much because I keep putting off buying groceries. Putting off everything. Never paid for school. No parents. FAFSA doesn't like that. Was supposed to have meeting to talk about that. Forgot. Probably fucked now. Google says I still have time, but I feel like that's not true. Who knows though. Want to relapse on cutting. It feels good. Stable. I like looking at my arm. It's comforting. I shouldn't. It will only make the brain fog worse and I have too much shit to do. Trying to apply to art gallery. No response yet. Whoops.

America especially Trump you want Australia to increase their Defence Spending, simple solution you pay for the increase from 3% to 3.5% or an better idea spend it on American citizens especially the homeless, hospitals etc etc etc

I really want to just die lately, my life doesn't seem to have any meaning and there's no reason for me to stay here. It doesn't feel like anyone around me truly loves me or needs me and everything is starting to feel like an annoying chore. I'm only 16 but I don't want to grow older because I'm going to be forced to go to baccalaureate even though not only do I not want to but I also know for a fact that I'm not ready for it it all. In addition to that, I'm struggling a lot with gender dysphoria and body dysmorphia. I just dont want to keep going, living is becoming such a hassle and it doesn't feel worth the effort, the pain and the time it takes.

Believing the lies and scaremongering from the right wing Christians, the media, Republican party etc etc someone is clearly making up their false claims about Islam and that they can't think for themselves

So The Pope's fighting each other for control of land etc etc means Christianity was peaceful? So I think someone is out of touch with reality, as believing the lies and scaremongering from the right wing fake Christians, the media and Republican party, etc etc is not believing in reality.

I guess those who don't believe Islam is peaceful, has clearly based their claims on believing the lies and scaremongering from the Right Wing Fake Christians, Media and The Republican party?

Why is eating so hard. Why do I starve myself yet binge at the same time? To get even heavier, why can’t I move on from my first kids premature birth? Supporting a friend through their own pregnancy sends me into a spiral.

I've been sexually harassed at work by an international "student" [read: illegal immigrant getting fake degrees to get a green card], and it's soured me to immigration by a lot. I've been out of work for years due to not knowing how or where to get a job next, and my fears that it might happen again. For personal anxiety reasons, I can't work a customer-facing job, jobs that require me to be outside, or jobs that involve children. I haven't done anything wrong involving kids, I just don't want to be around them. I don't know what to do. I just want to be a normal person. But I can't get a job with illegal immigrants where I am are taking every single job available, and job board websites are ALL scams. All of them, without exception. I can't stand it anymore.

My father passed away several years ago... Since his death, I've been afraid of losing my mother. She's always tired and always wishes she were dead. This leaves me feeling incredibly helpless... It breaks my heart into tiny pieces. Why can't she see that I love her?Why can't you see that I can't live without her? I don't know what to do; I just don't want to be alone I'm just a young girl in my 20s... I study hard at university... and I also work part-time... I just don't live my life the way I should

I don't know why but I got spontaneous and wrote a letter to the president. WHY! Anyways, for everyone on the site talking about self hard I want you to know that there will always be someone who misses you. A speaker can in my class and started talking about suicide, I immediately thought of everyone on here. You are not alone, although I may not know you personally that doesn't mean I won't miss you.