All Rants

YOU BETRAYED ME AS A FRIEND TOO REMEMBER THAT YOU TALKED BEHIND MY BACK WHILE I SUPPORTED YOU YOU TOLD ME YOUR REAL FRIENDS ABANDONED YOU AND I WAS THE ONE WHO UNDERSTOOD YOU AND YET YOU BETRAYED ME YOU WROTE A LETTER WRITING DISGUSTING STUFF ABOUT ME VIA TITSMISU ACCOUNT I REMEMBER EACH WND EVERYTHING THING BACK THEN I THOUGHT IT WAS THAT BIH DOING THE DIRTYY BUT IT WAS YOUUUU IT HAS ALWAYS BEEEEN YOU IT WAS YOU YOU DID IT YOU DID IT YOU DID THAT YOU BROKE MY TRUST YOU THREW DIRT IN MY NAME YOU TOLD PEOPLE ABOUT ME IN A TWISTED WAY YOU MANIPULATED THEM INTO THINKING I WAS THE PROBLEM BUT DO YHOSE IGNORANT PEOPLE KNOW WHO INITIATED??? I KEPT NUMB AND YOU STILL DID DIRTY TO ME WHYYY

TELL ME IS HER PAIN EVEN COMPARABLE TO WHAT I FACED??? SHE DID FACE ANY TARGETED HARASSMENT FROM HER OWN PEOPLE?? BUT YOU PITY HER WAY TOO MUCH LIKE WTF I HOPE YOU AND THAT BITCH D!E A HORRIBLE HORRIBLE DEATH

I still REMEMBER EACH AND EVERY WORD YOU SAID TO ME DURING THE MONTH OF DECEMBER JUST TO MAKE THAT BITCH HAPPY… YOU PRETENDED YOU HATED ME AND CURSED THE SHIT OUT OF ME IN YOUR ALTS WHILE BEING A SWEET TALKER IN FRONT OF ME I REMEMBER WHAT YOU DID AND SHAMELESS ASS STILL WANTS TO MAKE SURE NOT TO MAKE HER SAD THEN WHAT ABOUT WHAT YOU DID TO ME FUCKER?? IS HER PAIN GREATER THAN WHAT YOU DID TO ME? YOU ARE A BIGGEST ASSHOLE I HAVE EVER SEEN I DONT FUCKINH UNDERSTAND WHY THE FUCK DO YOU PRETEND TO HATE AND SHIT ON ME IN FRONT OF HER WHY THE FUCK DO YOU TREAT ME THAT WAY IN FRONT OF HER WHY ARE YOU SO TWO FACED

Assshole loves to bring me down in front of that fucking bih, innit? Makes his own twt profile about her Makes the whole IT cell about her SUNSHINE BY LEN IN HIS FUCKING BIO FUCK OFF NACHIKET WHY THE FUCK DID YOU LIE TO ME ABOUT HER FUCKER? I ASKED YOU I ASKED YOU MULTIPLE TIMES YOU KEPT DENYING IT YOU DENIED IT YOU LIED TO ME ABOUT HER IF YOU SAID THE TRUTH, WE ALL WOULD HAVE BEEN HAPPY TARDED FUCKER BUT NO, YOU NEED MULTIPLE BITCHES RO PROVE IN FRONT OF THE GUYS YOU CAN PULL ANYONE NARCISSIST ASSS D!E A HORRIBLE HORRIBLE DEATH

I’ll hurt you so much just wait and watch when I get married

you keep flaunting about multiple women coming after you but do you even FUCKING realise you MANIPULATE them to love you?? You don’t go after women seeking casual pleasure but rather target women who crave loyalty and love harder and then you flex about pulling women Narcissistic ugly fucker K yourself

i want to see the sunshine after the rain..

I hate that am not doing anything with my life i have my friends in the uk living there life's giving each other update and im just here working and just saving I'm not even going to college anymore

White but not american type of white so Im okay

Every agile, healthy, capable person I see shows the need for my self-hatred at the bottom.

I wish I never met you. I wish you're going to hell. My life would be happy if I see you struggling. I don't care if you're getting depression for that, that's for hurting my feelings.

I feel gross I get these random god awful thoughts of things I don’t want to do but they just keep showing up in my head.

I don’t know Whats wrong with me. One minute I feel fine then for hours I feel like shit. Most days I’m just worrying abt things I have to do or go too or thinking abt killing myself. Then other days I’m completely fine.

You call me bipolar, yet you portray such behaviour. I have never seen an oscillating object like that.

I need the barbarians to wipe my family out, to make wine from our blood and laugh.

I'll have a heart attack if my Snap stories get views, but I'm not sure if anyone's actually watching me in real life. 🥲

Snap pe bhi ye fairy aur honey bear content dikh rahe hai 🙏 Mujhe maar dalo bc can’t be at peace anywhere

guys im scared. i just got my first period 3 months ago. this week my period was 10 days long, ive been bleeding for 7 or 8 days, 2 or 3 days there was no bleeding. but just yesterday it got SO heavy. im talking like staining an overnight pad in like an hour. honestly i think its less, but im trying not to scare my self too much. anyways ive passed like 2-3 coins long somewhat thin clots. Multiple in a day.. and im genuinely scared, i know girls/guys are usually scared when they get theirs and dont know what to expect but this is genuinely abnormal no??? i think what makes my fear worse is that my sister might have endometriosis, and she has really bad cramps/periods sometimes. she literally had to go to the er twice for it. im also scared to look anything else up..

My eyes are so dry I can’t feel anything anymore

I miss everyone so much. I miss my friends. I miss how when something was wrong they could tell instantly. I miss how they noticed the small details. I miss the fact that if my eyes were red from crying and i went downstairs they could tell I've been crying, or how when I kept smiling they could tell something went well for me. I miss when they would encourage me to keep going even when I doubted myself. I miss my teachers I miss how if i needed something they would help me to the best of their abilities. I miss how when I was walking around school and i was quite they could instantly tell that something was wrong with me just because of the silence , they could tell i was tired or something was distracting me just because i was silent. I even miss the teachers that were strict , I miss the fact they actually cared and were strict , it honestly helped me alot. I miss when they would tell me good job and say how proud they are of me. I