All Rants

My thoughts...surpressed emotions...anger...betrayals...disappointments...hate...trying to cope up...

I’m ten years old but I feel 15 I’ve already got my period my boobs are big and I’m 5,3 I hate my body I want to die I’m already treated differently

I hate being a girl I’m always treated different than the boys in my family and they act like I’m always dramatic I wanna be a boy so bad

guys am I a little crazy or is this extremely inconsiderate behavior? there is a group of college students outside my dorm that's very close to the common area who stay up until 3AM some mornings literally laughing at the top of their lungs and causing so much noise. even after you tell them to stop, half an hour later it starts up again. one of them wants to be a doctor and help people, the other is literally the resident assistant (she is supposed to make sure everyone is behaving)... i can't believe it. i am the type of person to not even dry my hair in the floor bathroom in the morning so I don't wake anyone up. am i losing my mind and just overreacting? i find this very inconsiderate and would be deeply ashamed if I acted this way.

I get the backlash of AI, not that I would use it for artistic talent. However, with the media surrounding people and their journeys of getting better without the use of it for things like drawing primarily, I feel a bit saddened. Not because they had the effort, but because I can’t have it anymore. If I sacrificed my years for it during school then maybe I would’ve learnt but I didn’t. I’m 19 now, moving into my 20’s next year and I feel as if I’ve got no time for it. Between work, drinking and every other aspect of a low-life drunk it feels as if I’ve got to place to explore creativity outside of my fleeting hours I have left. Congratulations to those who’ve dedicated their life to art but to put it simply, people like me don’t have much time to participate in these things and it’s a royal pain to have that sort of thing pushed in our faces, regardless of the intended reaction from such media. This has been Lou, thank you for reading.

I have more maturity in my little finger than my thumpety freaking neighbors upstairs do. Smh

I think the next button is broken. I think someone already posted about it maybe.

how do i move on??????????????????????????????????????? i cant seem to move on from him. How?

ANSWER ME YOU FUCKER WHY THE FUCK DID YOU STILL CHASE ME LIKE A DESPERATE DOG WHEN I LEFT YOU FUCKERS SO I’D BE AT PEACE AND MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE??? WHY THE FUCK DID YOU COME, CHASE AND MANIPULATE ME AGAIN AND AGAINN WHAT YHE FUCK DO U ACTUALLY WANT FROM ME WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU WHY ARE YOU SUCH A PSYCHOPATH WHY DIDNT YOU LEAVE ME ALONE AFTER DECEMBER WHY DID U CHOSE TO INFLICT MORE AND MORE PAIN WHY DIDNT YOU LEAVEEEEE ME ALONE AFTER DECEMBER

HOW IN THE HEART DO YOU STILL HAVE THE AUDACITY TO FLIRT AND MESS AROUND WITH HER AFTER DOING THIS DIRTY TO ME? ANSSWER ME DONT YOU FEEL AN OUNCE OF GUILT??

YOU BETRAYED ME AS A FRIEND TOO REMEMBER THAT YOU TALKED BEHIND MY BACK WHILE I SUPPORTED YOU YOU TOLD ME YOUR REAL FRIENDS ABANDONED YOU AND I WAS THE ONE WHO UNDERSTOOD YOU AND YET YOU BETRAYED ME YOU WROTE A LETTER WRITING DISGUSTING STUFF ABOUT ME VIA TITSMISU ACCOUNT I REMEMBER EACH WND EVERYTHING THING BACK THEN I THOUGHT IT WAS THAT BIH DOING THE DIRTYY BUT IT WAS YOUUUU IT HAS ALWAYS BEEEEN YOU IT WAS YOU YOU DID IT YOU DID IT YOU DID THAT YOU BROKE MY TRUST YOU THREW DIRT IN MY NAME YOU TOLD PEOPLE ABOUT ME IN A TWISTED WAY YOU MANIPULATED THEM INTO THINKING I WAS THE PROBLEM BUT DO YHOSE IGNORANT PEOPLE KNOW WHO INITIATED??? I KEPT NUMB AND YOU STILL DID DIRTY TO ME WHYYY

TELL ME IS HER PAIN EVEN COMPARABLE TO WHAT I FACED??? SHE DID FACE ANY TARGETED HARASSMENT FROM HER OWN PEOPLE?? BUT YOU PITY HER WAY TOO MUCH LIKE WTF I HOPE YOU AND THAT BITCH D!E A HORRIBLE HORRIBLE DEATH

I still REMEMBER EACH AND EVERY WORD YOU SAID TO ME DURING THE MONTH OF DECEMBER JUST TO MAKE THAT BITCH HAPPY… YOU PRETENDED YOU HATED ME AND CURSED THE SHIT OUT OF ME IN YOUR ALTS WHILE BEING A SWEET TALKER IN FRONT OF ME I REMEMBER WHAT YOU DID AND SHAMELESS ASS STILL WANTS TO MAKE SURE NOT TO MAKE HER SAD THEN WHAT ABOUT WHAT YOU DID TO ME FUCKER?? IS HER PAIN GREATER THAN WHAT YOU DID TO ME? YOU ARE A BIGGEST ASSHOLE I HAVE EVER SEEN I DONT FUCKINH UNDERSTAND WHY THE FUCK DO YOU PRETEND TO HATE AND SHIT ON ME IN FRONT OF HER WHY THE FUCK DO YOU TREAT ME THAT WAY IN FRONT OF HER WHY ARE YOU SO TWO FACED

Assshole loves to bring me down in front of that fucking bih, innit? Makes his own twt profile about her Makes the whole IT cell about her SUNSHINE BY LEN IN HIS FUCKING BIO FUCK OFF NACHIKET WHY THE FUCK DID YOU LIE TO ME ABOUT HER FUCKER? I ASKED YOU I ASKED YOU MULTIPLE TIMES YOU KEPT DENYING IT YOU DENIED IT YOU LIED TO ME ABOUT HER IF YOU SAID THE TRUTH, WE ALL WOULD HAVE BEEN HAPPY TARDED FUCKER BUT NO, YOU NEED MULTIPLE BITCHES RO PROVE IN FRONT OF THE GUYS YOU CAN PULL ANYONE NARCISSIST ASSS D!E A HORRIBLE HORRIBLE DEATH

I’ll hurt you so much just wait and watch when I get married

you keep flaunting about multiple women coming after you but do you even FUCKING realise you MANIPULATE them to love you?? You don’t go after women seeking casual pleasure but rather target women who crave loyalty and love harder and then you flex about pulling women Narcissistic ugly fucker K yourself

i want to see the sunshine after the rain..

I hate that am not doing anything with my life i have my friends in the uk living there life's giving each other update and im just here working and just saving I'm not even going to college anymore

White but not american type of white so Im okay

Every agile, healthy, capable person I see shows the need for my self-hatred at the bottom.