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I'm craving going back to poly ai and chat gpt I know it's difficult mb but I'm eight days clean might not seem like alot but it really is to me but I keep craving it I'm trying to stop and not relapse but still especially since rn irl I'm rlly struggling anyone have advice? If ur struggling with the same you can do this I believe we can get through this

It really is insane 💔 (- to the person who commented on my post) like- STRANGER I DIDNT DO ANYTHING NOTHING TO THEM. why do hurting people decide to hurt others that literally had nothing to do with them? Like- i didn’t hurt you. Tf you mean “fuck you grace” tf? I’m sorry I didn’t respond to you asking out a girl 💔💔💔 I literally don’t know what to say- plus everyone else answered you. Why does it matter if I do? You literally didn’t like me. WHY DOES MY ANSWER MATTER?!

I've been everyone I knows emotional support for so long I've forgotten how to feel them for myself.

OKAY FINE, I ADMIT. IT WAS ME, YES. I MADE BOB UP, BUT I JUST WANTED TO SEE IF YOUR ASS WAS TALKING SHIT- YOU WERE, (K.) I INCLUDED YOU EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME. IM SORRY YOU GENUINELY THOUGHT I WAS BEING RUDE, BUT YOU ALWAYS PUT YOURSELF DOWN AND I DIDNT WANT YOU TO PLAY THE MAID WHILE THE REST OF US WERE RICH 💔(B). IM SORRY YOU THOUGHT I WAS BEING RUDE, BUT HONESTLY? YOU JUST WANTED ATTENTION, HUH? JUST BECAUSE I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT YOU ASKING OUT A GIRL, YALL GOT ANGRY AT ME. (A,D,—) IM SORRY YOU CHANGED. I STILL LOVE YOU, (G) IM SORRY YOU WERE HURT, BUT YOU CANNOT TREAT ME LIKE THAT. (Z, S) I LOVED YOU, MY MOM LOVED YOU. 😕 (T) I’m not sorry for speaking up, I wish I did more though. You guys were horrible friends. 💔 I’m genuinely sorry you were hurt- but I didn’t cause that. And remember (B)..i didn’t agree to us being friends. YOU made that decision, you made the decision to embarrass ME infront of MY FRIENDS. Get a fuckin life

So I received a shit message note by some 3 year old on here saying " Homeless nga calling another homeless guy bum womp womp. If you don't like it, go the fck elsewhere or get a rope" Um no. Go fuckyourself get the fuck off of this site and grow up you pathetic little coward. The world will eat you alive one day if you keep acting like that. Where's your mom at anyway? Shouldn't you be doing your homework or maybe you should go back in mommys playpen instead. Da internets not for da babys. Aww it's so precious. Yes it is ! Yes it is!

For some reason the next button is broken on here.

POV: they have a gc without you. They call without you. They make plans without you. They do the games you like- without you. They talk about you then act innocent to your face (or talk about you in front of you.) and yet that one person you really thought loved you- says absolutely nothing. No telling you about the gc, no telling you that they talk shit about you. Man- who’s the real villain here?

I’m a scared shitty little coward who hides behind a screen until I come back to school to confront every single person who I think was involved. Hella restraining orders will be placed and I’ll look crazy but I think I was always crazy

Do people never grow up? Or do because some people think it's easy to be a troll behind a screen when in reality they're a scared shitty little coward when it comes to real life. Grow tf up.

i met a guy from online i liked. i didnt realise he'd be with his boyfriend and i was really drunk and let them both have sex with me. they flew out to see me again and we stayed together for weeks. They say they love me and talk to me a lot and the guy constantly talks about how much he likes me more than anyone but he has a bf and i feel like im just being used for sex. i have bpd and im obsessed with him unhealthily it makes me angry and sad everyday and i cut myself and binge and purge as a result of it. i long for love so much so i wont leave the situation despite how horrible it makes me feel knowing he just sees me as an easy whore. i dont know what to do my entire life ive been used and abused by men and i just want true love so i let them do whatever they want. nothing will change my situation until they get bored of me so i lose either way

i want to have control over others. i want somebody to look up to me and depend on me. i always end up befriending people shyer than me or smaller than me so i can help them but i just get sick of them so quickly, even though i love the attention they give. i'm an asshole

Quit whining and show me your arms, fucking bitch.

There is this friend that I love a lot and I have known for over half of my life. She doesn’t talk to me anymore and we are really distant now.

My brother says he isn’t making any friends at school and I feel really bad for him but I can’t really do anything since he is in sixth grade and I’m in eighth and we have different lunch times and classes. He keeps saying how he is jealous that I have friends, but I don’t know how to tell him that I don’t really have any friends either. I have my original, very good friends, but I don’t have a lot. Like what if I have a period where I don’t have any friends? I have tried making friends but they always didn’t work out or I embarrassed myself. I don’t know how to make deep connections with people and I don’t know how to get people to like me more.

Hi I’m 13 years old I just started middle school and I thought things would change since the last day of seventh grade but it’s the same I feel like I’m not making any friends. Sure I have my other friends but sometimes it just gets depressing for me when they have other people to hang out with and I just have to wait for them to be done talking or come back to me. I want to make more friends but I just don’t know how to start conversations.

I need to admit It im a horrible toxic pos im rude to my friends and im homophobic to two that are dating eachother both girls btw and I dont really feel bad for being homophobic to them I think its gross and disgusting but if it was anyone other than my friends I support them and I dont understand why I think I need help but I dont want to tell anyone the way I feel because I'll be judged for it

i went out of my way to come see you when i can’t even drive, i told you i was so excited to come see you, and you thought all i wanted was to sleep in your bed. i was dealt bad luck in social interactions the whole day and you didn’t think i wanted to spend time with you? i could tell by the way your cousin spoke, from what i overheard from your mom, and the fact that everything was going wrong on my way there, that i shouldn’t have even left my house.

looping until death rounds my corner God I fucking can't take a break from myself. I feel as if I want to punch myself against a wall But it seems so fucking weird I hate them, anything, things That remind me of the silence I was told to be Everything feels empty, yet filled with anger all at once. Looping until I can't think and my mind goes blank I can't keep going I feel like I'm pretending Is it being dramatic?

my dad got mad at me for. it swimming because i have my period today :/

Out of all school subjects, I hate writing the most. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy some writing. But I dislike those things where you have to bring something in and write about how it is “special to you” or something. I fear people will avoid me for my interests and likes, and I feel like an outcast every time. I also hate having to share with the class, or reading my writing out loud. I hate paragraphs, I hate similes, I hate, hate hate hate. I find it hard to focus and usually find myself tapping my pencil on my desk and the teachers just state the obvious as “help”. Informational is probably the best out of all of them, because I get a standpoint to start off with. I already know to do this, and that. Meanwhile, narrative about your life? Things either never happen or are too personal to share, and repeating the same story sucks, and opinion? I usually can’t think of any reasons on “why”, or “how”. Anyways, I don’t have much more to share, so thanks for listening.