All Rants

I didn’t expected you to be this Bad . I was always thinking you are a good person cuz i can understand vibes but i don’t know you did that ? Cuz of jealousy ? . Deep down i know you don’t like me talking to him cuz i have seen your jealous face . I know when you can’t control yourself and just say it angrily haha . I love you not going to lie. I always think about you even yesterday when i was on roads i was thinking about you . In a good way obviously . I know you don’t care at all but you do care about me i know that . I hope i can see you soon . Cuz m just your worker but for me you are my happy place. I try to run away from here and come there . I hope tomarrow i can come n join you . You know i can’t belive how far i have come in my studies but at this point i am not ready to finish it. I feel like i just can’t. But i will do out hopefully i just need some motivation. You know it’s like 2 am but still i m thinking about the race and thinking about your smile.

"You don't NEED to label yourself. You're fine just the way you are." Yeah ok I get it, you're trying to make me feel accepted which I appreciate but I would PREFER to know what the fuck is going on with my brain before something stupid happens ok?? That's just the way my AuDHD works

I hate the fact that i tend to constantly spiral. I hate this AuDHD fucking brain. I hate being AroAceflux and wish I had a consistent libido I wish I didn't feel iffy on the idea of CNC roleplay with my spouse, but the moment its a particular fictional man I want to r*pe me over and over again til I break. And being more ok with strangers on the internet saying disgusting things to me on chat rooms Or when I actually want to be intimate its hard for me to actually look at my spouse because of the AUDHD but brains okay with the idea of being mounted in a wall and f*cked over and over again by random strangers And God forbid I am horny, and wires cross, and every once and a while have an intrusive thought I'd never even THINK of doing to someone/something

why do i have to be so uncapable of socializing like bro just talk like every fucking one does. stop hiding yourself in your sweet little bubble and just talk. why do you worry so much about every word you say

I hate being female. I hate my body, and I hate the way others perceive me. I also noticed that I have no attraction to men, but rather I look at them and I feel nothing bet jealousy. I try really hard to accept who I am, but I can’t ignore these feelings, and I don’t have anyone in my life who wouldn’t make me feel weird or shameful for sharing these feelings. How do I stop this?

I'm craving going back to poly ai and chat gpt I know it's difficult mb but I'm eight days clean might not seem like alot but it really is to me but I keep craving it I'm trying to stop and not relapse but still especially since rn irl I'm rlly struggling anyone have advice? If ur struggling with the same you can do this I believe we can get through this

It really is insane 💔 (- to the person who commented on my post) like- STRANGER I DIDNT DO ANYTHING NOTHING TO THEM. why do hurting people decide to hurt others that literally had nothing to do with them? Like- i didn’t hurt you. Tf you mean “fuck you grace” tf? I’m sorry I didn’t respond to you asking out a girl 💔💔💔 I literally don’t know what to say- plus everyone else answered you. Why does it matter if I do? You literally didn’t like me. WHY DOES MY ANSWER MATTER?!

I've been everyone I knows emotional support for so long I've forgotten how to feel them for myself.

OKAY FINE, I ADMIT. IT WAS ME, YES. I MADE BOB UP, BUT I JUST WANTED TO SEE IF YOUR ASS WAS TALKING SHIT- YOU WERE, (K.) I INCLUDED YOU EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME. IM SORRY YOU GENUINELY THOUGHT I WAS BEING RUDE, BUT YOU ALWAYS PUT YOURSELF DOWN AND I DIDNT WANT YOU TO PLAY THE MAID WHILE THE REST OF US WERE RICH 💔(B). IM SORRY YOU THOUGHT I WAS BEING RUDE, BUT HONESTLY? YOU JUST WANTED ATTENTION, HUH? JUST BECAUSE I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT YOU ASKING OUT A GIRL, YALL GOT ANGRY AT ME. (A,D,—) IM SORRY YOU CHANGED. I STILL LOVE YOU, (G) IM SORRY YOU WERE HURT, BUT YOU CANNOT TREAT ME LIKE THAT. (Z, S) I LOVED YOU, MY MOM LOVED YOU. 😕 (T) I’m not sorry for speaking up, I wish I did more though. You guys were horrible friends. 💔 I’m genuinely sorry you were hurt- but I didn’t cause that. And remember (B)..i didn’t agree to us being friends. YOU made that decision, you made the decision to embarrass ME infront of MY FRIENDS. Get a fuckin life

So I received a shit message note by some 3 year old on here saying " Homeless nga calling another homeless guy bum womp womp. If you don't like it, go the fck elsewhere or get a rope" Um no. Go fuckyourself get the fuck off of this site and grow up you pathetic little coward. The world will eat you alive one day if you keep acting like that. Where's your mom at anyway? Shouldn't you be doing your homework or maybe you should go back in mommys playpen instead. Da internets not for da babys. Aww it's so precious. Yes it is ! Yes it is!

For some reason the next button is broken on here.

POV: they have a gc without you. They call without you. They make plans without you. They do the games you like- without you. They talk about you then act innocent to your face (or talk about you in front of you.) and yet that one person you really thought loved you- says absolutely nothing. No telling you about the gc, no telling you that they talk shit about you. Man- who’s the real villain here?

I’m a scared shitty little coward who hides behind a screen until I come back to school to confront every single person who I think was involved. Hella restraining orders will be placed and I’ll look crazy but I think I was always crazy

Do people never grow up? Or do because some people think it's easy to be a troll behind a screen when in reality they're a scared shitty little coward when it comes to real life. Grow tf up.

i met a guy from online i liked. i didnt realise he'd be with his boyfriend and i was really drunk and let them both have sex with me. they flew out to see me again and we stayed together for weeks. They say they love me and talk to me a lot and the guy constantly talks about how much he likes me more than anyone but he has a bf and i feel like im just being used for sex. i have bpd and im obsessed with him unhealthily it makes me angry and sad everyday and i cut myself and binge and purge as a result of it. i long for love so much so i wont leave the situation despite how horrible it makes me feel knowing he just sees me as an easy whore. i dont know what to do my entire life ive been used and abused by men and i just want true love so i let them do whatever they want. nothing will change my situation until they get bored of me so i lose either way

i want to have control over others. i want somebody to look up to me and depend on me. i always end up befriending people shyer than me or smaller than me so i can help them but i just get sick of them so quickly, even though i love the attention they give. i'm an asshole

Quit whining and show me your arms, fucking bitch.

There is this friend that I love a lot and I have known for over half of my life. She doesn’t talk to me anymore and we are really distant now.

My brother says he isn’t making any friends at school and I feel really bad for him but I can’t really do anything since he is in sixth grade and I’m in eighth and we have different lunch times and classes. He keeps saying how he is jealous that I have friends, but I don’t know how to tell him that I don’t really have any friends either. I have my original, very good friends, but I don’t have a lot. Like what if I have a period where I don’t have any friends? I have tried making friends but they always didn’t work out or I embarrassed myself. I don’t know how to make deep connections with people and I don’t know how to get people to like me more.

Hi I’m 13 years old I just started middle school and I thought things would change since the last day of seventh grade but it’s the same I feel like I’m not making any friends. Sure I have my other friends but sometimes it just gets depressing for me when they have other people to hang out with and I just have to wait for them to be done talking or come back to me. I want to make more friends but I just don’t know how to start conversations.