Recent Rants
Does it really ever get better? I just turned 18 this year and im being hounded by my family about jobs and pursuing higher education when i still havent even fucking passed highschool. I need to do another semester just to graduate. And i have physical health problems which makes getting a job that can accomodate me really challenging. And whats worse is my friends keep trying to go out to dinner or other places with me but i literally cant because i dont have money and i know for a fact two of them think im making excuses to avoid them because they literally told me. I have one friend that does offer to pay for stuff for me but i already feel like i owe him for how much money hes wasted on me and i just. I dont know. I dont know. I feel like i dont know anhthing. I want to be a little kid again. Im not ready to be apart of the big people world.
It's hard having an alpha female wife. She notices every little mistake I wait for her orders even drinking sometimes she's the one who tells me to drink now because I'm done taking care of them damn it's 12am sometimes 1am before I finish taking care of them. My relax time is so late then I still have to wake up early. I hope she notices I also want me time the kind where nobody's ordering me around it's my turn for once even just 2-3 hours of my life.
I DONT WANT TO BE A DOCTOR I DONT WANT TO STUDY HERE I DONT WANT TO BE NEXT TO YOU AHHHHHHHHHHHHH JUST LET ME GROW WINGS MAN
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i feel obligated to stay at a school that im not sure i want to. i have friends who came here for me, but i hate the student dynamic and hate being around people who judge me. i want to go back to my old school so bad but my parents want me to stick out the year. and my friend who forced me to be in choir with her chose a different elective and i didnt even want to be in choir i only did it because of her and the class sucks and everyone is so weird and i fucking hate it and they wouldn't transfer me out so im just so done... but on the other hand at my old school i had a friend who i had a crush on and she told me she liked me but i rejected her for the sake of our friendship and also i didnt accept the fact that i liked her yet and then over summer i just fell in love but now she likes some douchebag and i just get so fucking angry when i see them so idk what school to choose im just sad lowkey maybe i should kill myself and then people would care about me
Am I a machine without feelings to you? Do I mean nothing to you? Am I not human to you? Because I feel things, even thought I act as if I'm fine, but at the end of the day, I am human. But do all you want. Talk behind my back, laugh at me, gossip all you want, because that's where I'll let you be behind my back, behind me. I am better than you. I am better than her. I believe I might be better than everyone in our class, no, correction, I AM better than all of you. You should be thankful I even look at you, that I smile at you, that I include you in shit, that I breathe the same are as you, you should be grateful I've looked at you. AND IF YOU WANT TO POINT AT ME AND LAUGH AND SHIT ONLY AS A JOKE TO SEE MY REACTION AND THEN SAY ITS JUST A JOKE, GUESS WHAT BITCH NOTHINGS JUST A JOKE I HATE YOUR STUPID FACE AND YOUR STUPID KEYCHAIN I HATE HER AND I HATE YOU AND I HATE YOUR SMILE AND YOUR LAUGH I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU but I'll pretend to like you because I'm me, I'm perfect.
I hate knowing that someone has lied to me, and confronting them with the fact that they lied, is just going to out me for finding out the way I did. I knew something was up, so I went looking for it myself. I had a bad feeling about it. The worst part is that when I tell this person what I know, the focus will shift to how I even found out… even though I’m justified to mistrust them. I’m scared of the conflict it will cause even though I was lied to.
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Why is my monster so small ? I can’t pull chicks irl only online affections can save me
I’m a teenager. And I’m SEVERLEY addicted to oxycodone. I don’t know what to do with my life , and the thing is I’m not even aloud to go to rehab
My roommate complains about me all the time. I can’t even have sex in real life anymore & my dick is infested with stds. I feel miserable ughhh
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I don’t remember when was the last time I showered, but my ex kept complaining how my dick kept smelling like rotten cheese
I’m not sure if this is me being under the spectrum, but I do avoid eye contacts with people when they’re talking, and it’s definitely not because they want to kiss me on the lips, but I’m just uncomfortable :/
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my ex left me because I’m stinky all the time. She couldn’t bear the smell and no amount of deos could cover it. I’m so stinky and miserable my roommates want me to leave :(((