Recent Rants
idk why but its all going to be ok, i am full of sadness and love and a sort of sickly sweet sinking sensation in my guy that i'll never fully understand but something tells me it's all fuckin goodie, hang in there guys love each other cause you could die tomorrow i love you ALL good night, billions must sleep.
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How am i supposed to love you when you treated my mom like shit and won’t even tell her that her father is dying?
My mom is so.. uhm.. She doesn’t acknowledge when she did something hurtful. She just says “oh well now you know how I feel.” I could talk about why I don’t love her for a good 5-9 hrs. But I do NOT wanna type all that.. Just wanted to write my thoughts down. Goodnight everyone:D
I can't prove they hate me. I'm going insane. Im in a trio, and I've always thought we've worked really well. They were friends before I came into the mix, but I'm fine with that. But they seem to get along so much better without me there. And they don't talk to me much anymore. I guess I'm not as interesting as I used to be? They hang out without me, which is fine, but they don't hang out with me 1 on 1 either. But they're so nice to me, so I can't prove they hate me or something. I'm genuinely going crazy because just when I think I'm about to discover something, they prove me wrong. How do I find out they hate me? what do I do? I just want the truth.
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Each day my life feels harder and worse. Everyone is useless they don’t understand or care about me.
i feel so worried about my future, not because i'm going nowhere or i have no hope or whatever (senior this year btw). My family is pretty well off financially & I'm an only child, and I've got pretty good test scores (1320 SAT 32 ACT) so I think after I do some ec and write some good applications I'll get into a half-decent college. But I'm scared because I don't think I'm going to know how to be happy and I'm afraid I'll get into a mental rut and fuck myself up. I'm not necessarily suicidal, in fact I'm deathly afraid of dying and think about it more than I probably should really. But I'm bad with making friends and keeping in contact with friends, I'm not a social outcast or anything but I tend to isolate myself a lot. Im just afraid I'll do something irrational when I'm on my own in the future, honestly this is probably just a stress-fueled rant that I'll look back on like "tf was I on about" but this is how I feel right now.
I'm genuinely starting to hate men. I can't stand their entitlement, pretentiousness, rude, violent, creepy. Men don't even see women as literal people, human beings, yet it's our fault if a man becomes abusive? Rapes? I thought you ball sack's were all about taking accountability, yet you can't do jack shit without using women as scapegoat. It's pathetic. Boyfriend air is 100% real. Doesn't even need to be a boyfriend, men in general are so disgusting they virtually make you sick one hour after interacting with them. Soap-USE IT. Everything you fucking touch gets slimy, remotes, door knobs, counters. Why do women develop cancer more and die sooner when they're married? Women are the stronger sex, you treat us lower than dirt yet we're not the ones committing mass shootings or acts of terror because we were wronged. You fucking men shoot up public spaces because a woman rejected you? WOMP WOMP YOU ARE NOT THAT IMPORTANT. It's pathetic how entitled and violent your gender is.
im so fucking tired of them. my parents, friends people. so fucking tired. i cant keep on going. my parents are bitches, sometimes are sometimes not. so fucking fed up. i cant get it out of my damn mind when my dad nearly killed me. im so fucking tired. i dont want to kill myself, but i may as well be. im trapped, trapped, trapped. the only reason i burst today is because someone asked if i was okay. and no. no, im not. but i didnt say that. i didnt say a damn word. because they'd fucking find out. damnit, im so tired. im supposed to be going downstairs in this damn house just to eat and i dont want to because their there. i do not want too but i have too. im so sick and tired. im just tired. please, i just want someone to lean on. someone who doesnt leave, someone who won't tell, someone who'll be there. but thats too much to ask for one person. so, ill bear it alone. ill say this, and ill fuck it up, fuck someone up all over again. because thats what i do. use people, than leave them
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UHHHHHHHHHHHH what do i do genuinely, what do i do, i feel foolish enough to continue flirting with them just because they told me its perfectly fine to do so. that's unbelievably STUPID of me god. i folded so badly. i cant do that, i cant do that, that's wrong of me to do so oh my god, somebody kill me already. ive told my other friend (J) about this too, and they said its pretty weird of me to flirt with somebody else jokingly 'specially when they're already in a RS, even sexual or romantic jokes are major boundary breakers, even this person ive got a whole squish on is as bad as me since youre suppose to make sure that your partner is OKAY w whats happening between you???????????????????? im so weird arent i. I often joke w my friends in all cases, romantic, platonic, sexual? and if they were bothered by it id stop immediately obviously. ive got some reflecting to do, i need help or advice
I feel like I can’t be myself in my own house because my dad always shuts me down for everything. I can’t get happy when I’m excited. I can’t be sad or upset. I can’t be tired. And I can’t be the real me. I have to use my deadname and bio pronouns because I can’t come out to my dad or he’d get upset. Not to mention, I can’t express how much I dislike the girl he likes because she’s toxic and a good digger.
dude what the fuck man, i just realized how absolutely weird it is of me to continuously flirt with my own friend even as a joke. Ive got this massive platonic admiration to this person Ive met, and we're pretty good so far, till they mentioned they have a RS. All this time ive been flirting with them unknowingly of the fact that THEY have a RELATIONSHIP. Ive told them i'd stop flirting 'specially since its not my place to do so, yes why would you flirt with somebody who has a partner jokingly? though for whatever reason, that friend of mine said its perfectly fine? they werent bothered, yet how could you say that when your own partner is unaware of the fact we've been flirting PLATONICALLY as friends, as a joke? Pretty sure there has to be some boundaries spoken here. My friend's alright, but what if his partner isnt? Their partner doesnt even know I exist? And ive come to realize i unfortunately have a massive squish on this friend or ive mistaken it for extreme platonic feeelings???
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I still can’t seem to have anything that is uniquely my thing. I feel bad about being upset though because I feel like I’m gatekeeping public things.
Guys I'm not going to lie I just got used and cheated on by the guy who I feel was like the love of my life, i don't understand how he could do this to me. He left me for the girl he has 13 years of history with. As soon as he and that girl got back into contact, whatever me and that guy had going on was over as soon as it started. And to be honest the fact I got this attached makes sense. I was his first everything. So why couldn't he just chose me instantly when it came to having options. If you loved me why was the right option her? He used me for pleasure and now he secured a spot in her life and abandoned as soon as he realized she'd let him stay. he did all of this a day before our first year anniversary. The pain is so much I can't take it. Its too much for my heart. And since he wanted to stay friends, the fact i'm in his life but it will never be like how we used to be before he left me for her.
basically I rant about this often but I can’t fit this full situation in only 1000 characters. My ex bsf has been stalking me I’m sure of it. Little things like what I’m about to tell you may not seem like much but they all add up into something bigger and weirder. I have 3 years of evidence of her being WAY creepier but anyway this kinda just concerned me. I was friends with her cousin, like rlly close then had a fallout right after me and ex bsf stopped being friends. what’s crazy is that I just noticed she’s cleaned out her friends list but never unfriended me??? We don’t talk and I was confused like I didn’t notice this whole time til now?? I was thinking like she likes to keep tabs on me but wtf is she gonna do with my ROBLOX?? see I sound crazy every time I accuse them of something it’ll make so much more sense if I was able to fit the full situation. Ik there’s something weird going on AGAIN. btw this bitch managed to get my number and idk how…
I just moved in and im 17. and my school is academic and a party school. i feel abnormal i don't have a friend group which everyone seems to already have my social battery dies quick im still disappointed in myself for not getting into a better school even though i go to a top 50 and i know this is some people dream private school it's in a nice area but im not on the main campus everyone ive met in my honor thing program is nice but it's very white and im not meeting as many people who i think i could be friends with and i don't know where else to do that so i'm nervous im 17 so i cant get into bars/clubs and im sitting in my dorm alone and literally everybody is out and i don't have close friends from before college or right now yet so theres no one to talk to except my mom who didn't pick up i know i have time to find people but why do i have to wait when everyone already seems to have people. my image of what college was going to be is dying i dont want this to be like high school.