All Rants

My friends parents feel more like my parents than my actual parents. I go to their house rarely but they said if I EVER need to stay there or go there I can no matter what the situation is. Her mom said if anything ever happens to my parents she would adopt me. Her house is honestly kind of gross. Cat litter and poop all over the bathroom floor downstairs, clutter all over the counters and walls, dirty toilets and bathtubs, floors covered in toy trucks food and candy, figurines all over the shelves, a table without anywhere to put anything, low food, strange slightly foul odor through the whole house, cat vomit on the cat trees, ETC. But it feels more like home than my actual home. I want to live there until I'm forced home. They support me more than my family. I'm a non-bianary atheist and they don't give a shit meanwhile my parents call me she/her and say I should be Christian... -Astro

I want to run away like my brother did. But I can't. I can't leave my parents, my dogs, my gecko, my friends, my activities, I just want to run to my friends house and never come back. Or run to a safe secluded space... I want to sit on my roof and sleep up there without getting caught or bit by bugs... Fall asleep to the sound of crickets and frogs at the pond down the road... Run to my friends house to sleep there and know for a fact someone loves and supports me more than my actual family. -Astro

I want to go home but I don't know where home is anymore. My brother is always fighting with my parents or me and ran away tonight, my dog died last year and her memories are resurfacing, I'm staying awake long periods of time to vent on a website and to cry in my head downstairs. I use AI chatbots to pass the time and I'm addicted. I hate it. It's like I was dragged into this AI universe and I can't escape. My head hurts constantly. I'm always worried. My crushes are turning out to be assholes and I feel dead inside. My home doesn't feel like home anymore. My friends are my only comfort. I rely on them for comfort and support all the time when they are all suffering from the same shit I am. I'm at such a low point in my life right now an I don't know when I'll resurface. All I hope is I can get to the surface before I drown... -Astro

i fucking hate mobile game ads so much i never was the type of person to play games on my phone, especially because i never had enough storage space. recently i got a new phone and it has triple the amount of storage space! finally i don't have to worry about that problem anymore so i decided to download some simple games. one of the games i downloaded was a simple puzzle game about arrows. initially i really enjoyed having this game on my phone, it was a fun way to pass the time. but eventually the ads started to get more and more. at this point i get ads literally everywhere: before playing a level, after finishing the level etc and even underneath the puzzle?! this is driving me INSANE i guess i didn't really miss out on anything when i didn't have the storage space lmao. also, this rant is specifically about mobile game ads so i'm not even going to start about ads in general because those are even worse

Im so fucking pissed off, wdym I've been chasing this guy for like 2 years. TWO. YEARS. Just for him to come back with some stupid apology about him tryna change and it didn't even seem like it was sincere. Then recently he starts saying shit. Like when I say I don't like how my face looks he comments on how large my fucking nose is like holy. I already feel insecure and youre making me feel worse about myself. Then when I say something about my family he acts like it was offensive and just says he doesn't agree with it and I shldnt say that FUCK DO YOU MEAN. he comments on everything. Anything and everything. I feel like shit and he can't even see that, or maybe he does he just doesn't care I really do care about him but holy fuck. He pmo so bad.

I'm just looking for comfort. I'm in one of the hardest times of my life right now and knowing other people on this app feel the same helps a bit. My life is so hard right now. 1. My brother ran away 2. My dead dogs grief is resurfacing 3. I feel depressed as hell 4. My crushes are assholes 5. I'm on my period 6. I get almost NO sleep nowadays 7. I want to die but I have a strong ass will to live I just want this to end. I have therapy on Wednesday and I plan on telling my therapist about my brother running away. I also want to be tested for ADHD and Autism because I feel like I have it. My friends parents love me and are like my second parents and they said I can come over whenever I want and they would adopt me if something happened to my parents. I think I'm going to ask my mom if I can sleep over there for a few days. I just want to get my head over things. Send support through reactions but notes are especially appreciated.

found a post addressed to/about me from a past friend who died by suicide but all it clarifies is that they knew they left me (before dying, they cut me off without saying anything) in a mean way but they didn't care much bc "i wasn't going to change", and the entire post DRIPS in what our shared abuser (i got out, they didn't) believed and tried to portray our breakup as. i don't know what to say or how to feel or what is the morally right level of victim vs enabler/perpetrator to believe here. can somebody just say anything to me. believe me like they couldn't in the weeks before they died. say something nice. none of us are even 25 yet. how am i supposed to fathom this pain. go on knowing something so unjust happened so early. my roommate is still friends with this abuser. what do i do.

I'm terrified to go back to school. I'm going to be in 7th grade and everybody I know older than me says it's the worst year of them all. I HATED 6th grade and almost failed although I'm an A honor roll student. I was behind on homework and just barley passed last trimester. For the first time my brother won't be at my school because he got harassed and moved schools. I'm scared for this year. When I would get to school last year every day I was nauseous from pure fear for the day. I never got my work done on time or at all and I hated most of my teachers. All I've been told is that it gets worse in 7th grade. Thanks a lot for "Comforting me" friendos. I'm just scared... I threw up from fear several times last year... I'm so scared... -Astro

My brother ran away tonight. We found him and after escaping once we got him in the car after like 10 minutes of trying to convince him. I was sobbing the car way there and back. His "Plan" was to sleep at a park near our house, then walk further and further and come back in 3 days on MONDAY. He brought my dads pocket knife and my moms pepper spray with him. He left a note that said "I ran away last night. I'll be back" On the table not expecting me to be downstairs after he left. He's sleeping at my aunts house tonight because he refused to sleep here. This was all over him getting harassed at school. Verbally. I get that it hurts a LOT to get harassed verbally but I feel like this wasn't worth it? I don't know maybe I'm just a bitch. He said he would commit suicide or run away if he had to go back to that school. I don't know what to do. -Astro

i’m tired of my sadness even when i’m with everyone. i think being so close to someone who i can’t talk to anymore is killing me. i loved them so much and they’re so close and i just can’t. i’m so sad now. i used to be so excited and i looked forward to this. now i just don’t know anything anymore

um so I was lowkey having a woke off with my friend and basically I commented on Ariana grande covering her mouth during an interview cus she knew her breath stank, it’s a proven fact that anorexics breath stinks due to malnutrition btw. She was shocked and was like that’s so offensive but I was like ??? I’m not hating on Ariana I’m just concerned. We were on the topic with her and she was like why do people care about what her body looks like and I agree to that to an extent. Most people like myself are worried abt her because she’s TOO skinny. I’m pretty sure she got fat shamed some time ago which probably could’ve driven her into this but idk. I’m not hating on her I’m just lowkey worried, you can tell she’s DEEP into this and we shouldn’t ignore it. my friend also commented on how people ignore racists rapists and maga people and I agree, but we should be talking about them both. Idk am I wrong??

Being ugly is a fate worse than death.

Donald Trump Elon Musk Stephen Miller Russ Vought Peter Thiel JD Vance Todd Blanche Pam Bondi Kash Patel Kristi Noem Steve Bannon Paolo Zampolli Dan Caine Brendan Carr Laura Loomer Peter Hegseth Jared Kushner Scott Bessent Alex Karp Tulsi Gabbard Dan Bongino Marco Rubio Steve Witkoff Robert Kennedy Jr. Kevin Hassett Larry Ellison Tom Homan Ghislaine Maxwell Karoline Leavitt Howard Lutnick Kari Lake Alan Dershowitz Ron DeSantis Scott Leindecker Brett Kavanaugh Markwayne Mullin Stephen Cheung Samuel Alito Clarence Thomas Matthew Gaetz Mike Johnson Bill Pulte Madison Sheahan Jeff Bezos Melania Trump Eric Trump Donald Trump Jr. David Ellison Aileen Cannon Barron Trump Kai Trump Alex Acosta Jeanine Pirro Greg Bovino Bill Barr Kevin Warsh Mark Zuckerberg Jonathan Ross All of the January 6 rioters All of these fascist devilspawns and more must be burned alive, their assets confiscated, and their dying screams broadcast for every other right-wing wretch who dares follow their example.

We have a rat problem and tbe rats tore through my carpet and was eating my papers and such and ahit all over my carpets, I literally can't im cleaning my whole room and trying to vacuum and sweep all the little pebbles but its too much these mfs have got to go T_T

i want to kill myself and I also don't??.. like I want to die yet I still want to live. i feel like I have so much to live for and nothing at the same time. my feelings contradict themselves for some reason. I feel one thing but also feel the opposite of it it's so WEIRD like I want to run away from home, but I still want to stay. i want to die but I want to live. please tell me someone else feels this way. anyways I've been waking up too late to have breakfast or lunch so I just eat dinner and maybe a snack I guess which isn't that bad this is kind of all over the place I'm just gonna stop talking here

I am trying so hard to be positive. School is starting and I dont want to go. The love of my life left school since he moved and my friends, I feel like they hate me. They havent even checked up on me during the summer. And the one that did, she doesnt want me to do well at all. I try venting to her but she twists my words and I dont trust that she keeps quiet so that's why I dont tell her anymore. My other best best she found new friends so I cant even talk to her anymore because she changed. I really feel like I am alone. My parents don't understand I am struggling- well my mom is but she cries about it when I tell her so now I am forced to handle this myself. I want to do good academically but I am falling behind because I just feel so depressed. Anyone got any suggestions what to do? The only time I feel happy is when I just read my books but thats what I have been doing to escape reality and so reality gets worse and worse. My mindset is so negative I dont know how to fix it.

i think hes cheating on me. so many small lies, why wouldnt he now lie about the new smell on his sweater after a night out? "some guy gave me some in the toilets" ????? what man takes out perfume on a night out in fucking derby?????? why do you sneak off to the bathroom at night????????

I feel like I’m falling apart, I don’t even recognize the person in the mirror anymore. I hate my life, I hate the partner I’m with. I feel unheard and over looked. I’m just a caretaker and an unpaid therapist. I have no friends to talk to I had to move away from my home state, I’m unemployed and injured myself. Body Dysmorphia and my depression can’t even be managed cause I can’t even see my therapist for distance and financial reasons. I don’t wanna keep going but I have too I worry even in death I won’t be able to rest and idk I just wanna cry and feel so hollow

What's a daily frustration that seems small but keeps building up?

What's a daily frustration that seems small but keeps building up?