All Rants

I had an interview today for a scholarship application. As soon as I left the room, I heard them laughing. I cried my heart when they asked about and encouraged me to share my personal story. I ended up breaking down and while I was in the room, they acted very empathetic and all. But as soon as the door closed behind me. They started laughing then ridiculed everything I went through.

I'm finally powering off the computer... goodnight... I'll see you lovelies at 12am CT every night that I can sneak on the PC without getting caught. Love you lovelies stay alive and safe for me please. And if you decide to act on those thoughts some of you have then just know I love you. If you find it uncomfortable for me to say I love you then I don't love you but no matter who you are and if I haven't talked to you ever before or even seen your face, I care about you. See you guys tomorrow I have to log off before my parents wake up for work. My dad gets up in like 20 mins. So this is bye... -Astro

Im going to kms omggg i HATE it here i will pound my head againat the wall i hate school amd these stupid eshay wanna bes. Like no youre not timmy tuffnuckles LOCHLAND. DIGBY. LIAM. EDDIE. ALLL OF THEM IN MY YEAR (not logan hes chill🥹🥹🥹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 ily platonically logan)

I'm going to go sit on my roof for a little bit. Try to relieve some stress you know? It's dark and early in the morning. But I need an escape other than this computer. I'm just gonna go get some air. Air I need. I should run away for tonight. Sleep somewhere in the wild and go home when I feel safer. But I can't. I'm just going to get water brush my teeth and go to bed... Yeah... bed... I hope I don't wake up... but I need to wake up... I have so many dreams for my future... but I don't want to wake up... but I need to... Goodbye for tonight everyone. Please stay alive my depressed beauties. -Astro

These fckass, stupid, dumbss, btchass boys in my year level are so annoying. I hate them with a burning passion. 5'2, prepubetic egocentric little shts thing theyre THE SHT when NO ONE and i mean NO ONE ousptside their fckclub of "no im not gay but we dck ride eachother all lesson and touch tts" pervrted ahole cnts never EVER shut their fat fcking mouths. Like no one GIVES A FCK that your stupid ahh AT FIFTEEN can read THREE pages of a book withtin thirty minutes you stupid handtowel. You CANNOT CALL ME FAT AFTER STARING AT MY RACK FOR TEN MINUTES STRAIGHT YESTERDAY SHAMLESSLY?? You cant fcking hate the cake and eat the whole btch like a stpid aHH goldfish you soggy sanwich bag. Can you drop tf out of school already and go d1e. D1E.

Sorry I post so much on here. I just can't say everything I want to in person so this app is my only hope.

My friends parents feel more like my parents than my actual parents. I go to their house rarely but they said if I EVER need to stay there or go there I can no matter what the situation is. Her mom said if anything ever happens to my parents she would adopt me. Her house is honestly kind of gross. Cat litter and poop all over the bathroom floor downstairs, clutter all over the counters and walls, dirty toilets and bathtubs, floors covered in toy trucks food and candy, figurines all over the shelves, a table without anywhere to put anything, low food, strange slightly foul odor through the whole house, cat vomit on the cat trees, ETC. But it feels more like home than my actual home. I want to live there until I'm forced home. They support me more than my family. I'm a non-bianary atheist and they don't give a shit meanwhile my parents call me she/her and say I should be Christian... -Astro

I want to run away like my brother did. But I can't. I can't leave my parents, my dogs, my gecko, my friends, my activities, I just want to run to my friends house and never come back. Or run to a safe secluded space... I want to sit on my roof and sleep up there without getting caught or bit by bugs... Fall asleep to the sound of crickets and frogs at the pond down the road... Run to my friends house to sleep there and know for a fact someone loves and supports me more than my actual family. -Astro

I want to go home but I don't know where home is anymore. My brother is always fighting with my parents or me and ran away tonight, my dog died last year and her memories are resurfacing, I'm staying awake long periods of time to vent on a website and to cry in my head downstairs. I use AI chatbots to pass the time and I'm addicted. I hate it. It's like I was dragged into this AI universe and I can't escape. My head hurts constantly. I'm always worried. My crushes are turning out to be assholes and I feel dead inside. My home doesn't feel like home anymore. My friends are my only comfort. I rely on them for comfort and support all the time when they are all suffering from the same shit I am. I'm at such a low point in my life right now an I don't know when I'll resurface. All I hope is I can get to the surface before I drown... -Astro

i fucking hate mobile game ads so much i never was the type of person to play games on my phone, especially because i never had enough storage space. recently i got a new phone and it has triple the amount of storage space! finally i don't have to worry about that problem anymore so i decided to download some simple games. one of the games i downloaded was a simple puzzle game about arrows. initially i really enjoyed having this game on my phone, it was a fun way to pass the time. but eventually the ads started to get more and more. at this point i get ads literally everywhere: before playing a level, after finishing the level etc and even underneath the puzzle?! this is driving me INSANE i guess i didn't really miss out on anything when i didn't have the storage space lmao. also, this rant is specifically about mobile game ads so i'm not even going to start about ads in general because those are even worse

Im so fucking pissed off, wdym I've been chasing this guy for like 2 years. TWO. YEARS. Just for him to come back with some stupid apology about him tryna change and it didn't even seem like it was sincere. Then recently he starts saying shit. Like when I say I don't like how my face looks he comments on how large my fucking nose is like holy. I already feel insecure and youre making me feel worse about myself. Then when I say something about my family he acts like it was offensive and just says he doesn't agree with it and I shldnt say that FUCK DO YOU MEAN. he comments on everything. Anything and everything. I feel like shit and he can't even see that, or maybe he does he just doesn't care I really do care about him but holy fuck. He pmo so bad.

I'm just looking for comfort. I'm in one of the hardest times of my life right now and knowing other people on this app feel the same helps a bit. My life is so hard right now. 1. My brother ran away 2. My dead dogs grief is resurfacing 3. I feel depressed as hell 4. My crushes are assholes 5. I'm on my period 6. I get almost NO sleep nowadays 7. I want to die but I have a strong ass will to live I just want this to end. I have therapy on Wednesday and I plan on telling my therapist about my brother running away. I also want to be tested for ADHD and Autism because I feel like I have it. My friends parents love me and are like my second parents and they said I can come over whenever I want and they would adopt me if something happened to my parents. I think I'm going to ask my mom if I can sleep over there for a few days. I just want to get my head over things. Send support through reactions but notes are especially appreciated.

found a post addressed to/about me from a past friend who died by suicide but all it clarifies is that they knew they left me (before dying, they cut me off without saying anything) in a mean way but they didn't care much bc "i wasn't going to change", and the entire post DRIPS in what our shared abuser (i got out, they didn't) believed and tried to portray our breakup as. i don't know what to say or how to feel or what is the morally right level of victim vs enabler/perpetrator to believe here. can somebody just say anything to me. believe me like they couldn't in the weeks before they died. say something nice. none of us are even 25 yet. how am i supposed to fathom this pain. go on knowing something so unjust happened so early. my roommate is still friends with this abuser. what do i do.

I'm terrified to go back to school. I'm going to be in 7th grade and everybody I know older than me says it's the worst year of them all. I HATED 6th grade and almost failed although I'm an A honor roll student. I was behind on homework and just barley passed last trimester. For the first time my brother won't be at my school because he got harassed and moved schools. I'm scared for this year. When I would get to school last year every day I was nauseous from pure fear for the day. I never got my work done on time or at all and I hated most of my teachers. All I've been told is that it gets worse in 7th grade. Thanks a lot for "Comforting me" friendos. I'm just scared... I threw up from fear several times last year... I'm so scared... -Astro

My brother ran away tonight. We found him and after escaping once we got him in the car after like 10 minutes of trying to convince him. I was sobbing the car way there and back. His "Plan" was to sleep at a park near our house, then walk further and further and come back in 3 days on MONDAY. He brought my dads pocket knife and my moms pepper spray with him. He left a note that said "I ran away last night. I'll be back" On the table not expecting me to be downstairs after he left. He's sleeping at my aunts house tonight because he refused to sleep here. This was all over him getting harassed at school. Verbally. I get that it hurts a LOT to get harassed verbally but I feel like this wasn't worth it? I don't know maybe I'm just a bitch. He said he would commit suicide or run away if he had to go back to that school. I don't know what to do. -Astro

i’m tired of my sadness even when i’m with everyone. i think being so close to someone who i can’t talk to anymore is killing me. i loved them so much and they’re so close and i just can’t. i’m so sad now. i used to be so excited and i looked forward to this. now i just don’t know anything anymore

um so I was lowkey having a woke off with my friend and basically I commented on Ariana grande covering her mouth during an interview cus she knew her breath stank, it’s a proven fact that anorexics breath stinks due to malnutrition btw. She was shocked and was like that’s so offensive but I was like ??? I’m not hating on Ariana I’m just concerned. We were on the topic with her and she was like why do people care about what her body looks like and I agree to that to an extent. Most people like myself are worried abt her because she’s TOO skinny. I’m pretty sure she got fat shamed some time ago which probably could’ve driven her into this but idk. I’m not hating on her I’m just lowkey worried, you can tell she’s DEEP into this and we shouldn’t ignore it. my friend also commented on how people ignore racists rapists and maga people and I agree, but we should be talking about them both. Idk am I wrong??

Being ugly is a fate worse than death.

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We have a rat problem and tbe rats tore through my carpet and was eating my papers and such and ahit all over my carpets, I literally can't im cleaning my whole room and trying to vacuum and sweep all the little pebbles but its too much these mfs have got to go T_T