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*Trauma candy - part 3* Hi I’m Maggie, when I was young I got diagnosed with an uncureable disease and the doctors told my mom every day I was gonna die. (I’m 16 now) and I brought the sour worms.

*TRAUMA CANDY -PART 2* hi, I’m Maggie and one time my dad’s phone connected to my iPad and I saw pictures i shouldn't have and i brought the cookies. It’s me again, when I was playing with my friends online I looked up and saw a demonic spirit in my doorway. And i brought the chocolate strawberries. It’s me again, when i was playing in a sand box a couple years ago i didn’t know there was used dr*g needles hidden beneath the sand and never got hurt but the cops had to close the park down. And i brought the M&Ms. It’s me again, one time i was outside playing in a swimsuit in this bouncy water slide thing and an old man used a drone with a camera to look at me. And i brought the Twix’s. It’s me again, one time a dog chased me and my mom called the cops but they didn’t do anything and the dog is pit bull who bites hard. And I brought the sour grapes

I feel like im screaming but no one can hear me

*TRAUMA CANDY~* Hi I’m Maggie, And when I was younger I was outside destroying old school books (useless ones that my mom gave me permission to destroy) while I was alone out there a car drove slowly past then came back around to do a loop around my house so I grabbed an ax and they immediately drove off 😊😊 oh and i brought the KitKats. Hi It’s me again, When I was a baby a woman who my mom never seen hurt me then disappeared a few minutes later and was never seen again..and I brought nerds. Hi It’s me again, When I was playing Roblox years ago this now ex friend of mine told me I was the reason this girl committed “X-X” when in reality it was a lie for years ☺️ I brought the sour patch kids. Hi It’s me again, When I was getting an MRI done the person who does the anesthesia asked me if i wanted to be awake after my doctors had put a note in my file that i needed to be asleep and that anesthesia doctor didn’t wanna listen and still isn’t fired to this day 🥰

I feel like my ssri isn't working anymore. I really struggle to feel happy, and I just feel numb in general. I've been on it for a few months, but I'm not sure if it actually works anymore.

In my country, LGBT+ people are considered to be destroying the country, even though they are not considered destructive factors. There are many factors, for example, corruption, very detrimental double standards, and people's mindsets that are not worthy of being called brains. And the abundance of people who are drunk on religion only complicates the situation of a country that is already rotten. I can only pray for my queer friends in my country that you have a place to live, you do not deserve to be criticized, bullied, killed, you have the right to live as a human being. Hopefully, when I have enough courage, mentality, and enough money, I want to leave this bastard country that is said to be my birthplace.

me and my little sister were trying out clothes in a store. i still had clothes to try on, she didn’t and she wanted to go to another store. mind you, she doesn’t even have a phone. i told her no ten times but then she got super insistent so i told her ok but that she could not understand any circumstance exit the store she went into. ten minutes later i was done buying the clothes in the shop i was in so i head towards the store she wanted to go to. i get there and the store is huge and has four freaking floors. i checked every floor three times and could not find her. i panicked and tried to call my parents, turns out i have no data so i needed to be connected to the wifi. the store i was in had no wifi (of course) so i went back to the store i was in earlier and phoned my dad. he told me to check again and stay at the exit. i did that but after half an hour i called him again. (we’re on vacation) he’s just arrived to look for her. i’m worried sick but i’m also pissed at her

My fam is getting worse when it comes to their drunks and harassing all of us today. Seriously. GO TO EFFIN REHAB. I hate the awful person they become. You can't talk to them and they won't back off asking you for stuff. They were face down multiple times passed out this morning on a table before sitting back. The audacity of them hating another drunk yet acting exactly like them smh. GO GET HELP WE DON'T WANT THIS CRAP

i hate that among my three person group, once one friend drops out the other doesn't want to hang out even in other capacity any more. My birthday is coming up and I feel left out because the one that doesn't want to hang out can't even be bothered to come up with an activity that we can do together. I feel lonely and I feel like I can't enjoy my birthday any more. It's like they don't even care about me. I feel like they can't even put in the effort and I can't even voice my frustration.

Im so so cooked please let me lock in I cant focus on even thesimplest things and work is piling up I just need to be able to focus and gain enough energy then ill be able to do all my work rather than having them pile up

I don't understand why my two friends—whom I've known since we were little—keep hanging out as a couple and slightly excluding me, even though we're actually a trio. I've never caused any trouble, and the fact that they don't realize on their own how they're behaving really bothers me.

i miss the snow and i regret now enjoying it more while it was still under my nose

Anyone here feel like they are finding it difficult to continue life? I genuinely can't do this anymore.

one second you’re happy, next second you’re not it’s so tiring stop taking out your anger on other people who had nothing to do with your source of stress it’s not fair the world doesn’t revolve around you

I love my sister a lot and growing up I’ve always been closer to her than to my 2nd sister but these recent years I’ve been closer to my 2nd sister and I feel like my 1st sister sometimes gets upset and feels left out because of that. I feel bad so I try my best to talk to her lots and hang out with her even though I’m a homebody but it’s so difficult because she doesn’t seem to realise it’s her own fault. my 2nd sister and I are closer recently because we have more similar interests, however sometimes we talk about other things other than our interests too - it’s just that my 1st sister is completely not interested in anything that she’s not into so obviously I have less to talk to her about. also, it’s more tiring to be with her, she has constant mood swings and gets grumpy so easily, it’s like I’m walking on eggshells everytime I talk to her because I’m scared I’ll say something that’ll sour her mood. I just wish she’d realise how hard I’m already trying.

collecting pokemon cards or footy athlete cards is normal but collecting kpop photocards is weird and cringe? I know kpop fans have a bad rep because some of us are genuinely not okay but I am fine, I just like photocards because I think they’re cute and I’ve always been fond of collecting. but people are always going to have a problem with it and I don’t understand why, just ignore it if you don’t like it, it’s not harming anyone please stop judging people just for liking different things from you, the world would be so much more peaceful that way

So, I’m 25, I have had a very rough… life. Betrayals from every friend I made, I also felt it was my fault, but my therapist and others just look at me and go “it wasn’t your fault”. Last year I got into a car accident, and thought nothing happened and I was untouched. This year I found out I was wrong. I started having intense abdominal pain, found out I got two things from the car accident. Fat Necrosis, and… an paradudenal hernia. 12 inches of colon were out of place. I had laparoscopic surgery, and by chance they found it. I was told I would have died if it wasn’t taken care of. My mother was there for me for like a week. When I was in the ER before the surgery, she and my father stayed 2 days, left a day after for my younger sister’s graduation in another state. I know she’s important, but I feel like they see her as more than me. Honesty they see everyone and everything as more than me. They leave without warning even when I’m in pain. I have to take care of everything. No choice

Of course the one guy in the new friend group that I really vibed with, who was there for me after my father died (the only other person in the group I told that information to), the only one I texted regularly, decides to drop me along with everyone else and told me not to message him again. No explanation, no closure, just poof bye out of my life. I hate this shit. 5 years isolating myself and one of the only people I'd consider a new bro just writes me out of his story. Fuck me.

I feel really depressed playing games and just being in fandom spaces in general. There is actually nowhere I can go to avoid people being racists towards me for existing. There is genuinely nothing enjoyable about being alive. This is so unfair.

People are so ableist. I just don’t get it. What even brings someone to want to laugh and joke about a disabled person. Especially a child. You are not a human to me. People should be ashamed to act this way.