Recent Rants
I cry a WHOLE LOTTT. But I am not depressed or anything. I mean my life is pretty great overall. But I can’t go three days without crying. And i also have very valid reasons. Bc life is confusing. Their are things like mean people, or feeling lonely. Wondering ur worth, or crying because u are stressed or overwhelmed. Or idk but like I don’t want my future partner to like have to deal with me every time I cry. Bc then I would feel dumb. I don’t cry in public. If I do then u can probably already guessed that I would also cry later at home about how I feel dumb and I am too emotional and I care too much. And my heart gets too invested in realationship too fast. And I am too empathetic sometimes I feel more pain for the person experiencing the pain then they actually feel. Heck I am even crying a little right now. But crying is how I deal with my emotions. But yeah is me being too emotional and sensitive a dealbreaker? Like idk wouldn't a guy just think I am dumb for crying?
No lube, no protection, all night all day from the kitchen floor to the dining table from the bed to church, from the front porch to the balcony, vertically, horizontally, quadratic exponential, logarithmic, while i gasp for air scream the lord's prayer, HE CAN TOP ME until I'm swollen, until I'm crying, until he's out of juice, until I cant walk, until I'm numb, until my throat hurts, until my cheeks are red, until the neighbours know his name, until my insides becomes outsides, until my hole remember the shape, until my jaws fall off, until my leg is useless, until my eyes are rolled back and it stays there, until my body does a backflip, until my whole body shakes, until the skin peels off, until my bones disconnect, until i pass out, until im paralyzed for the rest of my life, until all my eggs are fertilized, until all my holes are filled, until i cant breathe, until it gets longer than before, until he couldn't stand, until i die, until his tentacles dont come anymore..
I wish my family was rich. I love my family so much that I wish they never went through what happened to them in the past. I wish we all lived and are living a comfortable life, away from poverty. Sana kaya kong iahon ang pamilya ko sa hirap.
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Honestly I feel guilty for being sad, or crying, or being stressed, or just being overwhelmed, and yeah idk just dealing with life man lol. But I feel guilty bc I feel like I have it good. Like people deal with so much worse. And I should just be happy and grateful all the time, right? But I am not always like that but we are all human so we ALL deal with crap, and even if u have more crap in ur life than me. lol.
how do I stop being ugly? I'm a redhead teenage girl with freckles all over my body, an oval face, and brown downturned eyes and I weigh 129lbs. Im told i'm pretty, but it's all from friends and my family. I don't think they mean it. I think I'm gross. I think I'm fat. I think I'm disgusting. I think I'm ugly. Genuinely how do I be less ugly or am I just doomed to be ugly? Plastic surgery scares me, and my metabolism's just slow. Compared to my friends I think I'm the worst looking. I hate myself. I want to look like someone else or just fix my appearance.
I miss him. But I don’t think I want him back. I made my choice. But still my remember the way he made me feel, and the memories I have with him. And they feel so vivid so so strong as if I am reliving the moment. And feel those special and sweet moments we shared in my head. It hurts bc it is only in my head. My stupid head. My stupid heart won’t get over him. I am scared I won’t find anyone better. And I should have gave him just one chance…….He made me feel safe, loved, chosen. And I trusted him so much. Enough to cry and be vulnerable with him. We got so close in a short amount of time. Things got so deep so fast. So much of my heart was involved. But yeah I am trying to move on. I still stand on the reasons why i ended things, but yeah I don’t have anything bad to say about him, he was genuinely such an amazing guy too. But I still miss him. And the more time that goes on I thought I would be more over him, but I just miss him more. Idk if that is normal. But yeah
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Bro guys are so confusinggggg, and how do I know I ah e picked the right one? How high should my standards be? What do I look for in a guy? What do I need in a guyyyy? And why are most of them immature? And ughhhhh idkkkkkk. There so many guys out their I just want to make sure I pick the right one. But yeahhhh lolll. WHEN DO I SETTLEEEEE! Like idk bruuuuu I am young ig I will figure out the questions when I am older.
I hate my parents my dad is a serial cheater and abuser and ex drug addict who pretends to be religious while drinking and smoking and hitting his wife and kids and spending hundreds on prostitution while my mum is an insane suicidal maniac who has a short fuse and blames everything on others with an eating disorder and is overly religious they both shame me for being a girl. My only value to them is the fact that I’m their child who’s supposed to go into medicine I hate them and I hate my life I wish I could speak to someone and be happy
It's so unfair when it comes to love: the pretty one always wins, and when you fall in love, you're just left hanging. Then you're shocked to find they already have someone new—and that person is even prettier. But I'm fine with it, because in my family's eyes and in God's eyes I'm beautiful, so I don't care about people who prefer looks over character.
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I’m an ugly wanker who doesn’t shower. I stink all day and people hate to even come near me. All I do is be locked up in a room and spend time with my discord kittens