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daily life3 felt this

God I'm a terrible person. If I weren't so impulsive I wouldn't have to be cutting off 4 friends. It all started a few months ago. I made an alt account on TikTok and decided to prank text my friend. Why? I don't know. Then it went too far. And she gave me multiple opportunities to admit it was me, without anger. I turned them all down. Eventually I repurposed about the account. Changed the username. Turned it into a vent account. Thought I was safe because my friend had blocked that account. Tonight it all came crashing down. A mutual friend was looking through her block list and found the account. Wondered why it was my face. I made up a lie on the spot. I blamed it on my other friend who I'd been meaning to cut off contact with on account of her being a bad person. So this mutual friend, she got another mutual friend involved. And I even told the friend I pranked that my bad friend was the one pranking her and that she'd impersonated me on that account. School is in 2 weeks.

other3 felt this

I feel too ashamed and guilt to unalive myself idk what to do but keep living

daily life9 felt this

IF YOU LIKE HER SO MUCH STOP SEEKING MY ATTENTION AND DATE HER DUMB ASS YOU NEED TO GROW A FUCKING SPINE AND SETTLE WITH ONE WOMAN

daily life4 felt this

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You are a WRETCHED, WRETCHED monster. YOU CANNOT COMMIT TO ONE WOMAN. You need multiple women to fill that deep void. An evil fucking whore ass MONSTERRRR!!!

daily life3 felt this

Shameless arse. Shameless piece of shit fuchka. Try k!lling yourself fucking manwhore

daily life3 felt this

Im undiagnosed chronically ill and I feel so shitty sometimes for saying im chronically ill because my symptoms aren't debilitating 24/7 365. It just sucks and I hate it. I feel like I have to constantly be checking to see if I'm gonna pass out or something just to be valid.

health4 felt this

FUCKING SCHOOL IS SO SHIT THESE DAYS MAN, I HATE IT HERE I WANA DO NOTHING BUT SLEEP AND MORE SLEEP!!! EVERYTHING IS DOGSHIT. FUCK SCHOOLFUCK SCHOOLFUCK SCHOOLFUCK SCHOOLFUCK SCHOOLFUCK SCHOOLFUCK SCHOOLFUCK SCHOOL IM GOING TO OFF MYSELF AT THIS GODAMN RATE. FRIENDS SUCK, MY GF SUCKS

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I struggle to go to bed on time. anytime I tell myself "I will go to bed early," I get anxious and worked up and spiraling out of control. ughhh I hate my life. I have to sleep in my parent's basement. they will not let me move back upstairs and the only thing they've done for me to help make the space more liveable is to move some bookshelves for me that serve as privacy curtains. Sometimes coincidentally the same time I'm really anxious is when I get tech problems that I CANNOT ignore, that I MUST address before falling asleep. I can't turn off the notifications on my phone completely because I need my phone for my diabetes stuff. and it keeps making noises. I guess there could be an easy fix but it always seems like something deeper is going on. I also get noise from appliances in the basement like dehumidifiers and sump pumps and for some reason the water meter in my house makes annoying noise. the constant noises bother me so bad! PLEASE let me sleep soundly and in peace at night!

health4 felt this

You’re draining my energy. I’m sorry but I can’t do this anymore

daily life4 felt this

big tech knows how my brain works. anytime I complain about parking lots in america being too big, it somehow monitors my thoughts and automatically triggers the ticking noise from my water meter. I loathe, dread, hate, despise, am frustrated, am super irritated about the ticking noise from the water meter!

frustration3 felt this

Going on a momo date with my bf. I hope he feeds me well and eat me later

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the way men have treated me in my life makes me want to kill myself. I don't want to be on a planet full of such a truly evil group of people. So many guys have told me to kill myself and they're gonna get their fucking wish because i can't stand living around them. :(

people8 felt this

Im pathetic. Im actually so fucking pathetic. I like this guy. Im not going far as to say love, but I am attracted to him as we just met. and I acted like such a fucking IDIOT. I was nervous and I knew he could see it. and he sends mixed signals. He said "I don't really do romance". Which, yeah sure, fine. Whatever. Says I'm smart and that he likes that, grins like an idiot when he walked off for a second, talked about me to his friends (I know cause one pointed at me from far away and it didn't seem like anything bad), Hugs me goodbye, does a handshake with me, and gets my insta. I don't think he likes me like that yet, but all my friends say he does. I need cold honest truth from strangers here, does he? should I be more forward?

people3 felt this

I'm such a fucking loser I want to kms

frustration5 felt this

now that i’ve been out of school and actually finished traveling and alone with my thoughts everything is too loud. i keep thinking of things that happened to me / around me when i was younger and i haven’t told anyone and it’s been years. but i can’t help but cry everytime and i wish to get therapy but my parents voice just always comes in my head saying “who needs therapy, you don’t need to cry unless you broke a bone” i keep getting thoughts about back then i know what happened wasn’t a normal thing a kid should’ve went through but i don’t how to get help and i just wish i could talk to someone without crying before i can speak

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I love my girlfriend but she’s bad shit insane with this reality warping stuff

people7 felt this

All i wanted to do was make a craft mom :( Im not gonna c^t myself…i just wanted a craft project to do. You don’t trust me..huh? I really wish you gave me to God so bad… a vacation isn’t enough to escape. I wanna sleep but I wake up at 5am…every day. Gosh I wish i could just sleep for a little while longer to escape my problems. I’m not gonna get a job. No one wants a disabled worker. I’m not gonna get married…but how I yearn for it… Mom..I wish you gave me up. I wish you gave me back to God. I wish you never had me.

frustration6 felt this

i hope this comes to the right person. if you saw the rant about kfc. Alert. My brother gave me one and it’s lowkey amazing now, new location. He gave me the box and the rest of his drink (he is very serious about his drinks, oh and knows I have depression) life feels good tonight. then it’ll feel like jankslop tmr. yay!

other4 felt this

My friends fuck with me because of my voice and because I act sorta feminine. When I'm joking around or around ppl I feel comfortable with my voice gets higher and I act more "girly" and my friends are all like "omggg u sound zesty as fuck now gay ass" and like it just ruins the whole mood. If that happens ill start speaking in a deeper voice bc I usually don't even pay attention to it unless they pointed it out and then theyl be all like "well don't try and talk deep now I see u" Also on this note I feel like my friends could be right. I'm starting to go through puberty (just started 7th a couple weeks ago) and I'm pretty sure that I'm bisexual or gay or pan or something. I don't feel attracted to other genders as much as girls (im a guy) but I feel like I still like boys and shi. My family would be mostly accepting I think, but the idea of ppl actually knowing/thinking I was gay just fucks w me cause I don't wanna get bullied for dumb shit yk?

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