The guy who calls himself my best guy friend who also fucking forced me to give him head after i told him no and he blackmailed me, js had his first kiss with my bsf. (idk why i gave him head three times and didnt kiss him dont judge) but i cant be mad at her cuz she doesnt know what happened and ofc im happy fro her cuz shes liked him for so long but im also so mad about it idk why. I dont like him i never have bear in mind. but im mad cuz he acted like an awful person but can then become such a nice guy that i cant drop him since we r in the same friend group. im mad and annoyed and i cant be cuz she doesnt know but i still am every time she brings it up to me. i feel liek an asshole i should be happy for him but i cant js not think about it
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I had been sexually assaulted just now ... And well after going back home to my boyfriend's.. I did want to tell him because I feel he deserves to know and I cannot keep it a secret.. I got chips and a drink for us.. from the gas station nearby. .. there was my sister baby daddy who I known for years and his friends who came about.. he started putting his arm around me and such bc I was stumbling and from smoking and drinking .. (just chill) I threw it off a couple of times and as we headed home mid way he touched my ass. ... I genuinely didn't expect that. Yes he did find me cute but he already knew I had a boyfriend and I was loyal. I'm not playing around with that man bc of how he is. When I did tell him he slapped me and blamed me on flirting too.. I didn't.. I was so hurt . He said wow u came all nice and shit .. that's why.. no.m we just have history of a few fights.. I'm the victim honey.. I didn't know. Baby. Why slap me.. comfort me. You already know I'm in so much pain.....
I wished people around me that I love with my whole heart didnt try to commit suicide I feel so powerless like I cant keep them in this world with me makes me feel useless
I choose you everyday You are my lifeeee Blonde woman and cuddlesssss Hogaya kya sexxx?
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idk i just feel so drained and i cant talk to anybody about it. nothing is going my way and school is so tiring my friends just arent my crowd idk if i'll ever find my people. my parents dont let me do anything like i cant go to my local shows which is where ill have the best time of my life but im 16 and my teenage years are being wasted. and i really really want a gf or a bf i dont even care i just want someone to love
I don't wanna do school I hate it I'm tired I work too much I barely eat I'm a fuckhead who's prolly acting like a cry baby pick me girl who is too shy and soft and cant handle a bit of mad ppl. I find comfort in nsfw ao3 books and nsfw chat bots I wanna quit I wanna cut myself maybe I can get ravor blades from my parents and tell them its just for an art project ... why don't I draw well anymore I used to love to draw I hate it now I wanna draw but I don't I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired im tired cant even chat with my friends cuz on code torch I don't even know my SSN but even then I'm too young so I'm not gonna be able to get an account. I cant do this. I'm going to sleep or at least try to
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heh. school's tomorrow. that's great. I wanna fucking kill myself I only want to be with my true friends my online friends treat me better I want bella bella's cool I wanna hug her and cry about my problems. gn to any1 ig
Why is everyone just so cruel to each other? We all live on the same planet, we all want to be happy. Why are we making that harder for ourselves? I am almost an adult, and will need to enter the "real" world soon. The economy is absolutely terrible right now, there's a good chance I won't be able to buy a house or even afford to survive. It feels like everyone is screaming at me to believe what they believe, and think what they think. It's just so exhausting. I know some people will just tell me that "this is just how life is. Get over it." And I can't help but think: if that's how life is, why bother living? Would it not be easier to commit suicide and never deal with the world again? Are the good things in life really worth it? Idk I just feel really overwhelmed and confused.
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God I'm a terrible person. If I weren't so impulsive I wouldn't have to be cutting off 4 friends. It all started a few months ago. I made an alt account on TikTok and decided to prank text my friend. Why? I don't know. Then it went too far. And she gave me multiple opportunities to admit it was me, without anger. I turned them all down. Eventually I repurposed about the account. Changed the username. Turned it into a vent account. Thought I was safe because my friend had blocked that account. Tonight it all came crashing down. A mutual friend was looking through her block list and found the account. Wondered why it was my face. I made up a lie on the spot. I blamed it on my other friend who I'd been meaning to cut off contact with on account of her being a bad person. So this mutual friend, she got another mutual friend involved. And I even told the friend I pranked that my bad friend was the one pranking her and that she'd impersonated me on that account. School is in 2 weeks.
IF YOU LIKE HER SO MUCH STOP SEEKING MY ATTENTION AND DATE HER DUMB ASS YOU NEED TO GROW A FUCKING SPINE AND SETTLE WITH ONE WOMAN
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You are a WRETCHED, WRETCHED monster. YOU CANNOT COMMIT TO ONE WOMAN. You need multiple women to fill that deep void. An evil fucking whore ass MONSTERRRR!!!
Shameless arse. Shameless piece of shit fuchka. Try k!lling yourself fucking manwhore
Im undiagnosed chronically ill and I feel so shitty sometimes for saying im chronically ill because my symptoms aren't debilitating 24/7 365. It just sucks and I hate it. I feel like I have to constantly be checking to see if I'm gonna pass out or something just to be valid.
FUCKING SCHOOL IS SO SHIT THESE DAYS MAN, I HATE IT HERE I WANA DO NOTHING BUT SLEEP AND MORE SLEEP!!! EVERYTHING IS DOGSHIT. FUCK SCHOOLFUCK SCHOOLFUCK SCHOOLFUCK SCHOOLFUCK SCHOOLFUCK SCHOOLFUCK SCHOOLFUCK SCHOOL IM GOING TO OFF MYSELF AT THIS GODAMN RATE. FRIENDS SUCK, MY GF SUCKS