All Rants

I feel so stuck everyday. It seems like everyone around me knows what they want to do with their lives and I'm being left behind. I feel so numb and also too emotional at the same time. It's hard for me to talk to anyone about it without crying, which is probably why I'm here. I don't want to start self harm again, but sometimes it feels like it's the only way for me to feel better. I feel like I can never do anything right, not at work, not at home, not at school. I feel trapped and I don't know what to do.

People really need to delete old Facebook tags and pictures with exes. Why is the first public picture on my mother in laws FB a Pic of my husband and an old girlfriend when he was 20 yrs old hanging out on a hammock 🤦‍♀️

I want you to know. I want you to remember. I want it painted on the wall. People like you are the reaosn I suffer. I pray the guillotine makes its return. Death to the rich.

What's something you have to deal with regularly that nobody else seems to understand? My dad He gets on at me for everything but not like shouting and he's not abusive but like yesterday I was with my friend and he said remember you need to shower and I said ok when should my friend leave and he said idk but you need to shower tonight and I asked him how long till I had to go to bed and he kept just telling me to figure it out and that I was making it difficult for no reason and when I was playing a game and I was stuck so I asked him for help and he tried to help and said well you need chillies and I said where do i get chillies and he said idk your the one playing the game, but he has played this game before fully and then he said I need to cook then and I asked how to cook them and he said well the old man told you how to cook and I said he didnt and my dad who wasn't wven in the room when I started said that he did and then later I was playing it it told me how to cookbutididntell

Me and my crush used to talk like everyday after school and in every class but suddenly we havent been messaging as much and also there is this one girl who i dont like and im pretty sure she doesn't like me just bc im smart but my crush keeps talking to her in classes and im getting really jealous even though I feel like I shouldn't be but I think thay girl likes him and I have liked him since September and I think that he might know since one of my friends calls everything gay and my friend and him were talking at gym and my friend said he was gay for me and he said no shes gay for me which makes me think he might know I like him but anyway I really want to know if that girl is like dating him or something bc in all the classes today I usually talk to him she has been talking to him and taking photos with him and stuff and I just wish she would go away bc talking to him makes my day better he makes me so happy I cant even explain why I really hope she will move on, rant over ✌️✌️✌️✌️

Their own words and actions is evidence, you don't need to have basic common sense and be stupid to join the cult that is "Sovereign Citizens" as if you are against a country rules and regulations, why are you still living in the same country like Australia? In other words, fuck off you are not welcome.

PART 2...looking back in hindsight so many years later I know that bad ppl r the ones that party, are the ones that do lots of drugs are around that traffic DUH. But when ur fucken in it it doesn’t seem that way…for youngins ppl that you party w/ are NOT friends. Motherfuckers like that wouldnt know WHAT THE FUCK to do if u go in cardiac arrest motherfuckers would panic…that dude I dated if it is true that he is dead and it was from an OD NO ONE knew how tha FUCK to save him…CPR motherfuckers… I know that at the time I was around him I knew there was motions going on to fucken kill me or my demise, either in jail or something some ppl never are ur friends…kids don’t realize that kids want to get blood on their hands…if u think u have friends think again…its a vibe…

Yesterday someone that I use to drink w/ told me that someone that I dated for a month died...was kinda shocked but not really. The dude had issues had trauma he wanted to drink away... He did lots of drugs I can only guess that he died of an OD...I dont really feel bad about it either aside from the unhealed trauma. He wasent very nice to me during the time I was around him...he slept w/ someone on my birthday when we were together..he always said, "I hate u". He liked D4VD...he asked if I knew the name before any of this shit blew up with the case (7 years back)...kinda fucked up...not enough to elicit any emotions..the voices in my head told me he died a few months back but they lie alot so I was like w.e...the dude is a few years younger than me...I dont feel anything for the dude. At the time I was around him he would of gladly watched my demise if it was ever the time...so many ppl want to see murder..but then when its the bad ppl dying ppl wanna feel something...

School is the worst why does everyone even have to exist at this point I have the worst social skills and I cant stand up for myself, im writing this in my English class next to a wall and a bunch of those pretty popular girls, they probably think im texting someone and I bunch of annoying boys behind me my crush is infornt of me but I cant talk to him and I think he likes another girl but I dont know who, this isnt even my classroom its because my teacher needs to teach another class and we sit wherever we want and everyday I get scared of this class because I dont have anyone to sit with and its obvious the people next to me dont want to sit next to me, rant over✌️

Attacking clients on the NDIS by reducing much needed services especially for those with Autism especially in the upcoming budget, is clear evidence The Labor Australian Government is scared of the mining industry and controlled by them.

I am at a very weird point in my life. I've got a good job on paper I think. Ive a beautiful son, the only one im happy about it my life. I am married. I am just unhappy, well not just. My wife and I are growing apart. I am not liking my job for many reasons. I am at a point I just want to leave my marriage and leave my job but I cant if I leave my job, I wont be able to support my mother or my son If I leave my wife my son will grow up in a broken home. Sigh I feel stuck I have been stuck in responsibility my whole life

i hate the college i have to go to so much and nobody understands why i don't want to go there. ive hated my life ever since high school and i wanted one sign things were going to get better. i had straight As and took five APs and i got waitlisted from two subpar schools and the only acceptance i got was a safety. my parents are mad at me for hating the school i have to go to and they think im only upset because of prestige

King Charles and Donald Trump like to fuck each other in the ass.

I am hyper sexual you can look that up and after I watched and you know I felt so guilty that I started scratching at my skin and it caused my thighs and arms and shoulders and chest to bleed I cut and scratched myself and I wish I could just shoot myself in the head I feel guilty always I hate myself and my thoughts I don’t know what to do with myself I am a minor and if I tell my mother or a doctor they will just say im a horny teen and I can’t keep fucking living like this I don’t know if I will make the night. If I don’t I just wanted to say even though I don’t know you in sorry so so sorry

Awaiting for the great equalizer to free us from oppression To deliver relief in the form of a metallic messenger Piercing the skin Breaking the heart Or spilling that which holds the most evilest of thoughts A last breath signaling a true return to peace

I miss her today. It’s been a few years since I have felt this way.

Final exams are up (I have one literally tmrw that could impact my semester grade badly) and I know I need to study, but everything feels useless, worthless. I don’t feel motivated when I’m alone. It’s like the second I’m out of anyone’s view or space, anything other than apathy disappears. I want to feel; I feel hapoy other times, hell I just told my mom I’m the happiest I’ve been and I MEANT it. Why can’t it just stay consistent? I want to have good grades I do, but putting in the work for it just isn’t clicking. I’m going into art anyways, why do academics matter?! Why should I care about calculus, except I do and the problem is I’m a good enough student I still get B’s so theres no consequences and I keep sliding by. Honestly even with consequences I don’t think it would change anything. I just want to feel, I want my passion back, I want to succeed in school but everything feels useless.

My mother’s personality changed because of a stroke and now she’s like an entitled teenager instead of the caring and capable woman who raised me. The worst part is that to her, nothing has changed. She doesn’t see how she’s alienating people with her behavior. She basically got John Fetterman’d and it fucking sucks

I have an entire imaginary life in my head and imaginary people in it too. I love it so much there and i wish i could never leave because this world is so depressing and boring

I'm so alone in this life. I just want to live like a normal teenager. It's been like this for years I'm on way too many damn meds ( WHAT DO THEY EVEN DO?!?!). Questioning everything