You have been on my mind as of late. And I definitely wasn’t perfect to you either. But instead of confronting me or trying to fix an issue like I did so many times with you, you would get a rise out of playing a game of tit for tat. The way I would have to explain basic respect to you was crazy and the way you would try to manipulate around it was even crazier. I am glad you’re out of my life but I have lingering resentment for you. Part of me wants you go have the partner you deserve; the partner you were trying to make me out to be. But another part of me knows how troubled and damaged you truly are and knows you don’t need more pain. An apology and the truth would be nice but I will learn to forgive you regardless. And I’m sorry too. I know my lifestyle was triggering for you and caused you to think my character was below where it actually stands. I regret you, and I wish I never knew you.
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Why does everyone who what to do for their future? I'm sitting here, in the library on my first day of classes, all in my thoughts and I still don't know what to do with my life. Everywhere I look, there's downsides to my "passions." Maybe I'm in the "dream job" mindset but I'm genuinely breaking down over the fact I can't get myself together to think of the future. I'm scared. I'm burnt out. I fear regrets. I just want to rot at home. I don't know what's gotten over me. I was the proclaimed "type A student" with good grades and mentality but in all honestly, it all fell apart a long time ago. Maybe I can figure myself up and "find my calling" but when will that be? I don't want to wait my time nor my families, and especially I don't want to waste money. Why won't it come to me.
Why is there always a killjoy around to near ruin my day? I was after doing errands earlier and I was fine until fam woke up yelling. Their awful tone of voice irks the heck out of me. Such a miserable person. Drunk or near sober. Other fam acts like it's nothing they ignore it. I can't so easily do that. If it's not that it's other stuff. Why is it so hard to simply have a bit of peace and half way enjoy my day? Somebody from somewhere lately always has stress me out or the upstairs neighbors wake me up early hours near every day with their noise. I tell fam about it and my frustration of it and they just close their eyes and blow or brush it off like it's nothing. All because they just don't want any confrontation with them despite them trying to get us evicted without talk to us. I hate having seemingly the most disrespectful bunch of karen neighbors in the area. Why do I have to deal with so much bull? Its so draining and frustrating. It's so screwed up.
You caused me a lot of pain and a lot of missed opportunities. You did also tolerate a lot from me; my drinking being the main one, and I appreciate the nice things you would do as a stand alone entity. But you were incapable of showing me the most basic respect and loyalty in our relationship which makes those nice things benign. I know you got off to seeing the pain in my face when you would play your little mind games and I think you thought you got away with a lot of disloyalty behind my back because I held my tongue and didn’t stick around long enough to truly find out what you were up to. But it was pretty obvious you had a lust addiction problem and an attention problem and that you weren’t loyal in our relationship which only made everything I was already trying to deal with worse by allowing myself to continue a relationship with you. Which is ultimately my fault and not yours when I knew I should have just cut you off. I regret dating you but ultimately am trying to forgive.
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im very scared and drained from everything I'm slowly losing my interests and my room is a mess i haven't taken a shower in days i distance myself from everyone i love because what the fuck even am i doing with my life im in 11th grade and im fucking wasting it I wish my brother was born first so i wouldn't have to deal with being alive
I HATE THAT I HAVE TO LIVE TO THE FUETURE I FEEL LIKE THE DUWTURE EXPECTS SO MUCH OUT OF ME I CANT TAKE IT MAN
Why the hell did I stay over when my dorm is like five minutes away? Why the hell did I sleep in your bed? Why the hell did I want to cuddle with you? Why the hell did you take me into your arms? Why the hell did you kiss me? Why did I kiss you back? Why did I let all of this happen? I never thought I liked you in that way. I thought you were just a nice guy best friend. I don't want to lose that. I also don't want to miss out being with you
I adopted a cute cat but he's not been eating and has been throwing up im gonna return him by I dont want him to die of starvation or get super sick I love him so much hes adorable and I feel bad but I need to do this for his health :(
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It's 2026 and I still get made fun of for wearing glasses, i never understood how people think its an insult when they say 4 eyes or that im a nerd, neither of them are bad, like???
i want to know if this is sexual harassment this girl told my friend that once she gets her cast off she's going to shove her hand in my pants and touch me and at our school dance she asked me for my number and i told her no like you cant say that that's gross af and she tried to apologize later and was like i didn't mean it that way like there is no other meaning to that and please keep in mind im 13 and shes either 12 or 13 so im scared shes going to try to talk to me in class. Uh yeah bye if you know if this counts as harassment or not please tell me because i just want to know how bad this is really. -Ash
Growing up ugly is never for the weak, especially if you're a girl. It genuinely hurts my soul so bad. I've been insulted and called ugly/bad so many times that I've forgotten how compliments actually work. Whenever someone compliments me, I just assume they just did it automatically, no real meaning. It's meaningless for me, I don't believe them anymore. I don't believe any of compliments and support deserve to be mine.
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I wanna break up w my boyfriend so bad but im scared of being alone and having no one
Also it says no judgement btw. I opened up on here about the shame I feel for having no empathy. And you decide to shame me for that? Do you think I'm not already ashamed enough? Fvck you cvnt.
Actually you know what fvck you you stupid btch. God I wish people weren't allowed to leave notes on here. The reason I'm on here is because I have no one, absolutely NO ONE to vent to. No one gives a shit. They tell me that. Or they tell me to grow up. Or they just huff and sigh. Or they change the subject. But I'm expected to just listen and I'm not even allowed to think "dude give your head a wobble"? Because at least I'm only thinking it. The people I've tried to reach out to have actually said way worse to me. Or nothing at all. But sure, I'm the bad one for having THOUGHTS omg call the thought police. Cvnt.
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Response to: "Think about if you were on the other end of that though wanting someone else to care about your feelings and situation. And they ended up telling you they didn't care to go talk to a wall. Even though you didn't actually tell them what you were thinking. How would that make you feel? Aren't there people in your life you want to care about your situations? It works both ways." That's literally what happens. I'm used to it. I keep it all to myself now because no one in my life gives a shit. But I'm expected to give a shit about people who don't even ask how I am. How is that fair? Why am I supposed to be all lovely lovely to everyone when everyone just shits on me?
What's a routine task that shouldn't be stressful but somehow always is? Grocery shopping. Fam is like I don't know I don't know what to get. Make drama just for that. Then it's getting around people who can't drive to even get there. Then it's surviving crazy crowds. It's nuts just to simply go to store smh
I feel increasingly stupid. It seems that every time I try to study or learn something, it becomes an impossible mission. No matter how hard I try or how many hours I spend studying, I can't understand. This irritates me so much that sometimes I end up taking this anger out on myself. I hate this and I hate myself for being so stupid. I can't understand it; there are people who don't even study and simply learn, that's not fair. I want to learn, but I can't. I've tried studying for hours, but the words start to get jumbled and I can't concentrate anymore. My head hurts and all of this leaves me so exhausted that I wish I'd never been born. These are stupid feelings from a stupid person. I hate It. >:P