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I'm so sick of ChatGPT this ChatGPT that. Pick up a pencil and learn how to draw. Use a library if you want to know more about something, ask a neighbor, literally anything else!!!!!! We didn't need this stuff years ago and we DON'T need it now. It's actively making humanity less intelligent. For the love of the planet and your communities, stop using it. Screw AI, and screw the people that use it and don't care about the consequences.

hello everyone. I’m a 16 yo girl and throughout these past year, i have felt an inexplicable and immense wash of sadness over my daily life. i am in a constant state of derealisation and it feels like i am just drowning in a pool of pure misery. i have a full family and plenty of friends and it just feels like there isn’t a reason for me to be sad???? i am really confused and overwhelmed with how sad i am and how i feel about life and i have genuinely never felt so vulnerable and lost. it’s like i want to run away so far that even memories of me are forgetten. i want to tell my brother i want a therapist but im too scared to tell anyone because they will think that i don’t need it. but i really want someone to rely on and i just need some help :(

I'm 4 years old and I have such braindead takes on politics. I never matured into an adult. I never passed puberty. I never developed the creative and critical skills that you all have. I only fall into the illusion of having, the boredom, the pain of being seen, the illusion of ending my suffering, and back again. I know that there's nothing wrong with committing suicide but that you've acted inauthentically to the challenge of nature, but that's not for everyone and some people can't climb and fend for themselves because inequality is natural and implicit in everything. It's the frustration that will drive me to suicide, it will never be rational.

I'm only 4 years old. Nobody cares about me. Everyone hates me. I could disappear, I could slip away in the night and wind up dead on the side of the road. I have no creativity, no passion, I don't know what I want. I'm only 4 in how I can use and move my body. I wanted to stop wanting things, to stop with this petulant temper whenever I can't get my own way. Reading envy, someone has read more books and I can only list names. I'm only 4, it's pathetic. I should be playing with superheroes. I don't want to go outside. I should be looking at action men. People laugh because they know how to create joy, they know the tone of the woman of nature. They know there are no facts, nothing is fixed. I am 4, but I'm only a few days old because I'm a spider. I'm a spider pretending to be human, spinning pretentious metaphysical cobwebs that lead nowhere. I'm fake, everything I've ever wanted or strove for was just a distraction cast by the illusion of will that strives for itself. I can't die.

Ovulation Problems of a Christian Woman areyoufr?August 25, 2026 Oh hi. Yes Im fucking horny. And I cant do anything that goes against my faith. It's complicated. I also dont want to do it. My faith takes precedence but this vessel of a body just wont keep itself tamed. I am in my mid 20s and Ive never done the deed. Never even dated. There are a lot of reasons behind it. My out of this world standards (its really not out of this world. just this planet has been inhabited by aliens. they ate the real men.) I have unresolved childhood trauma which led me to have insecure attachment and trust issues. idk. i have sinned. i feel guilty about it. i willingly, made the choice to engage in dirty, lustful behaviour. I talked to men on different apps. I sext with men on snapchat. I deleted snapchat. I dont really see any of that going anywhere before I even decided to give in to the call of my flesh. I deleted it bc i feel really guilty. I feel so ashamed. And i know a lot of you w

If you have an eating disorder just remember your not alone and sometimes its difficult to eat or even look at it. Sometimes food is a difficult topic and that's okay :>>

Just know if your struggling if it is mentally or physically just remember ur not alone and you got this :>>

i feel like a failure of a daughter because i have all of these chronic issues. Every time i get better i relapse. My meds aren't working and i feel like i'm just spiraling more.

Sometimes I think about the person I would’ve been if I wasn’t raped at 15 and had my son at 16. I think about the person who did those horrible things to me! I wish I knew a better life…. The man took advantage of me knowing I had a horrible, abusive family and he won the lottery and got exactly what he wanted by knowing I had nobody!! I think about all the struggle I went through to provide for my son while I was still just a child. Sometimes I wish I would’ve took my life back then and I feel guilty because the thought still crosses my mind from time to time. I love my son with everything in me!! He’s literally my whole world. It just feels so draining and soul crushing because every time I look at him I see the man who raped me and I feel so disgusted with myself. My baby didn’t deserve this life and I’m trying to be the best mother I could be for him. But it’s soooo hard 😖💔

im dating this dude i met online through discord. we are the same age and i am certain he is who he says he is. the long distance is killing me and i dont even know if i like him that much anymore but i also dont want to break up with him or hurt him, like i still care and all i just dont want to date him and i dont know what to do

a restaurant I like a lot has been under fire because apparently racist employees have been tampering with the food of people of color who visit there. I just feel really sad. I am a person of color. I don’t want to go back there. I just don’t understand why people are so cruel for no reason. Life is so pointless. I genuinely can’t enjoy anything.

I'm killing myself. This world is bullshit.

I’m so scared about going back to school. My classes will be mixed which is horrible considering I have a tiny friend group. I get so anxious and quiet at school. I can’t even raise my hand to answer a question. I’m also started netball again soon. Ugh. I’m only doing it so my dad won’t call me lazy and unathletic. I don’t do well in netball because I’m not good at socialising so nobody ever passes to me during matches. My only friend last year was a girl who took pity on me.

Hey if you’re reading this I just wanna let you know that you matter twin. Even if you think you are. Even if people make fun of you. Even if you’re not feeling well. You are an amazing person and you deserve to be here. I wish you the best and I know whatever happens, you will do well and stay strong. Ily twin

I’m scared and sad. I don’t have a job because the job openings are terrible, and what they’re offering isn’t nearly enough for me—because everything I earned at minimum wage went toward household expenses and credit card payments (credit cards that seem to never get paid off because we need them to put food on the table). I don’t want this to come across as complaining about my parents; I know why this is happening, and I used to give them my entire paycheck without complaint, but now that I’m unemployed, the financial strain is really starting to hit hard. My mom and my sister both work, and I constantly see how tired my mom is—it’s sad because I can’t help lighten her load. The new problem in our household turns out to be our dog (I love him so much), but he’s sick—he has an infection—and it turns out we don’t have the money (we can’t afford an ultrasound to pinpoint the problem, let alone pay for surgery later). God, I love You, and please forgive me if this seems like I’m taking Your blessings for granted.

I fantasise about my life ending everyday. I’ll tell therapists I have no plan organised or anything like that but unconsciously I have thought about everything until the last detail without even realising. At this point I don’t know if I’d be considered a failure for going through with it or successful in finally achieving what I yearn for so badly.

You have been on my mind as of late. And I definitely wasn’t perfect to you either. But instead of confronting me or trying to fix an issue like I did so many times with you, you would get a rise out of playing a game of tit for tat. The way I would have to explain basic respect to you was crazy and the way you would try to manipulate around it was even crazier. I am glad you’re out of my life but I have lingering resentment for you. Part of me wants you go have the partner you deserve; the partner you were trying to make me out to be. But another part of me knows how troubled and damaged you truly are and knows you don’t need more pain. An apology and the truth would be nice but I will learn to forgive you regardless. And I’m sorry too. I know my lifestyle was triggering for you and caused you to think my character was below where it actually stands. I regret you, and I wish I never knew you.

Why does everyone who what to do for their future? I'm sitting here, in the library on my first day of classes, all in my thoughts and I still don't know what to do with my life. Everywhere I look, there's downsides to my "passions." Maybe I'm in the "dream job" mindset but I'm genuinely breaking down over the fact I can't get myself together to think of the future. I'm scared. I'm burnt out. I fear regrets. I just want to rot at home. I don't know what's gotten over me. I was the proclaimed "type A student" with good grades and mentality but in all honestly, it all fell apart a long time ago. Maybe I can figure myself up and "find my calling" but when will that be? I don't want to wait my time nor my families, and especially I don't want to waste money. Why won't it come to me.

Why is there always a killjoy around to near ruin my day? I was after doing errands earlier and I was fine until fam woke up yelling. Their awful tone of voice irks the heck out of me. Such a miserable person. Drunk or near sober. Other fam acts like it's nothing they ignore it. I can't so easily do that. If it's not that it's other stuff. Why is it so hard to simply have a bit of peace and half way enjoy my day? Somebody from somewhere lately always has stress me out or the upstairs neighbors wake me up early hours near every day with their noise. I tell fam about it and my frustration of it and they just close their eyes and blow or brush it off like it's nothing. All because they just don't want any confrontation with them despite them trying to get us evicted without talk to us. I hate having seemingly the most disrespectful bunch of karen neighbors in the area. Why do I have to deal with so much bull? Its so draining and frustrating. It's so screwed up.

You caused me a lot of pain and a lot of missed opportunities. You did also tolerate a lot from me; my drinking being the main one, and I appreciate the nice things you would do as a stand alone entity. But you were incapable of showing me the most basic respect and loyalty in our relationship which makes those nice things benign. I know you got off to seeing the pain in my face when you would play your little mind games and I think you thought you got away with a lot of disloyalty behind my back because I held my tongue and didn’t stick around long enough to truly find out what you were up to. But it was pretty obvious you had a lust addiction problem and an attention problem and that you weren’t loyal in our relationship which only made everything I was already trying to deal with worse by allowing myself to continue a relationship with you. Which is ultimately my fault and not yours when I knew I should have just cut you off. I regret dating you but ultimately am trying to forgive.