All Rants

Trump I am not satisfied you are illegally invading Venezuela and Iran for America safety and that you well listen to Congress to stop the illegal attack on Iran.

So I feel like an idiot. Someone who I genuinely thought I was good friends with probably didn't like me at all. I found out she's been talking shit about me and I've come to realise that there was signs she was doing that earlier.. but I was too stupid to notice at the time.

Trump ignored Congress on illegally attacking Iran for the oil nothing with the security of America, so of course he well ignored Congress to stop attacking Iran.

So mixed people think they have the right to mess with white people

FAHHHHH I'm so annoyed with myself. I'm in a nursing program, and I have a new professor for the whole quarter. They teach all of my courses, and I'm so annoyed with myself because I keep getting tripped up by the tricky questions that they write. I feel like I want to just go and run in scream somewhere and I feel so dumb when my classmates explain the one question that I missed to me and then it becomes really clear that the one question that I debated on, that I changed my answer on, is the one that I screwed up on. I can't even be mad at my professor because I know at this point, when I am missing questions, I am just fighting myself. But it really sucks; sometimes it's easier to blame someone else for your mistakes. If I were to blame it on my professor, I would probably feel better, but I know that these mistakes are coming from inner turmoil that I have myself as a result of overthinking questions.

Holy shit, I feel like I'm worthless I wanna kill myself right now but my birthday is near and my friends have spent HOURS making presents or money buying me presents, so I just feel guilty, plus a funeral is expensive.. and my dad's struggling financially.

I'm just really pissed off at the girl who I had a situation-ship with. It continues to affect my current relationship. My spouse states that I continually call out my situation-ship's name in my sleep. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm over her, but apparently that didn't feel like the case. I know that I never got closure, or even a real start to a relationship because she lied and cheated multiple times. I gave my all to being with my situation-ship, and I never once received the same back. I'm tired of letting this affect me and my current relationship, but I don't know how to go about doing so when there are so many things I want to say to my situation-ship, but can't. I've tried journals, breathing exercises, focusing on myself, etc. I just don't know what to do anymore. I need to let go of this for the sake of myself, but I can't seem to. Any help would be much appreciated

bro I have been in a relationship for about 3 years and we aren't in the same classes this year and I think that's had the result to us growing apart. We lack communication and he never wants to sit next to me when he has the opportunity to. He rarely makes eye contact but theres also another guy who really likes me he has the same personality as me he's funny and he spams me which I really like but just a few minutes ago my partner gave me a crochet flower he did by himself

I feel a sense of dread about being alive longer then I already have been. Because people say life only gets harder. I don't see what there is to find joy in about working until you die. I don't understand the idea people have about about quantity over quality when it comes to being alive. I want a HAPPY life not a LONGER life. I don't care how long I'm alive for, I just want to do what I enjoy. I don't understand why being honest about that is so morbid to people.

i felt drained lately like everything in my life look so useless, i reached the point of questioning myself and God of what is my purpose in this world and how could i make things get better:(

I HATE everything that happened to me the whole week, i just NEED to have a peaceful summer atleast before entering college why people always piss me off this days?!

i hate humanity and i hate everyone

im tired mentally, its so unfair when it comes to me

Why does everyone look at me like I’m some kind of a man whore cause I don’t find the ppl they’re suggesting attractive? Why does everyone say ohhh attraction isn’t everything???? Like are you not attracted to ur gf/fiancé/spouse? I’m so tired of all this garbage. Makes me effing hate myself

I’m tired of trying to find someone. I’m tired of people suggesting I should do x or y or go out with z. Just shut up. Everyone needs to just shut the f up. Sometimes I look at the life of a typical college f boy and think to myself wow that sound amazing. In a culture where you have to wait till marriage I’m going bonkers knowing that I have nothing lined up at the moment. In a culture where everyone is getting engaged/married in their mid 20s, I feel so hopeless at 25 with no one in site. It’s not that I don’t put myself out there. I’ve gone out with 4 different girls in the past 8 months or so. Everytime everyone is so ehhh. I keep going out with girls, good girls mind you, and leaving feeling sooo underwhelmed. And everyone is like oh what do you want. She’s a great girl. I don’t get it. I JUST WANT SOMEONE IM ATTRACTED TO, CAN TALK TO WITHOUT BEING BORED, AND THAT LIVES CLOSE ENOUGH FOR IT NOT TO BE LONG DISTANCE. IS THAT A CRIME? Is that so hard? Why does everyone look at me l

I feel like I'm not cut out to be an adult. I feel like I'm falling behind everyone else. I finally started a real adult job and I'm miserable. My body is sore and my mind is tired. I cant keep up with the people who've worked there for years. I know they don't expect me to just yet but I cant help but feel like we aren't even equals. That im just a kid cosplaying the responsibility of an adult. Which I kinda am... I still live with my mom and I don't pay rent just yet. With this job I'm going to start to but it keeps flashing in my mind that I'm going to do this forever. Adulthood feels so stunted. You work, live in pain and then you die. I'm not ready to be stunted, I want more time. I don't want to be in more pain, I don't want to do this forever.

my partner bought some art for our mututal friends birthday. It isnt 'like that' or anything but it really bothered me for some reason. I love my partner to death and trust him, and I trust our mutual friend too, but I just hate hate hate the fact that he got him some art for his birthday like this. It makes me really uncomfortable for some reason and now our friend set it as his Pfp on all his social media and ik it doesnt mean anything but it just makes me feel weird and insecure. I dont know what to do.

I am so lonely. So freaking lonely. I have one close and friend I can't even see her because her mother hates me, and I went through the same thing with someone else who could've been close, but her mother hates me too, all because I'm queer. I'm moving soon so I'm not sure if I'll ever see either of them again. I wish I had a partner, I wish I've had at least one in my life, but all I've ever gotten was one kiss from a girl who treated me badly years ago. I wish I had friends I could actually meet and hang out with. I wish I had guy friends, I want to have one so badly but for some reason it's harder to befriend them. I wish I could cry over this stuff but none of the tears make it past my eyes. I find it funny how I'm going through all this and suddenly, a lone mockingbird is singing for a mate to come their way at nearly 2 am, just as lonely and desperate as I am. God this sucks.

I feel like my existence is unnecessary

GOD i want to KILL MYSELF ive already tried countless times but GODDD its just irritating at this point like WHY CANT I DIE LMFAO JUST DIE ALREADY STUPID BODY 🥹🥹🥹