My depression came back again and won’t go away. I feel like every time i try to tell someone I need help they think i’m exaggerating or that it’ll pass but i’ve been feeling so empty for months. I don’t know how to stop feeling like this 😞
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Davie is cheating on his wife with the fatty whore at work. He would be a great garbage man with these trash pick up skills.
Sophomore slump is hitting before sophomore year. I feel like I don’t want to do anymore work. I feel like my science teacher hates me. I feel like I’m alone in the world. I feel like nobody cares about me and my feelings. I feel like Juliet Capulet when her parents were constantly manipulating her emotions, feelings, desires, and wants. I know what she felt like when she felt pressured to marry Paris. I know what she felt like when she met Romeo. I stepped back from that and am trying to slow down so we can be friends. Seventeen days until the seniors are gone. Seventeen days till I lose three of my best friends from my school life. Sixteen days till I have to say my final goodbyes to them. Twenty days till it’s truly over. Twenty days till track season is over. One month till the one-year anniversary of my friend’s accident where they dislocated their knee. One month till the one-year anniversary of the last time I ever saw them again. Two months till summer camp. Help. What do I do?
Is it really that bad that i hate the college im going to go to? all of my friends got into prestigious schools and i feel like everyone i feel like i have similar stats to got into amazing schools accept for me. i only got into my safety and everyone else who is clearly more successful than me are telling me to be grateful. am i really ungrateful for not wanting to go to a safety? i know they say that you need to pick a safety that you're happy with but truthfully, i wouldn't be happy with any safety. i just need to know if i really am that big of a brat for not wanting to go to my safety. im ashamed of myself for hating that school so much.
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Sometimes I feel I am not build for this world. No matter how hard I try I keep getting knocked down. Sweetest Person You'll every meet and stay seeing the good in the worst of people. Even a person I have kids by at mentally abuse me. I feel alone. Expects me to vent to him to shut me down, Vent to my sibling or anyone its an issue. Emotion building up I can't escape. No safe space. Try not to let my kids see me crack but the hurt be too much. KIds mom mom on top of arguing with their dad and been push to aside.... Screaming and yelling at everyone than I cry because why am I frustrated with my kids..... than Bills, bils bills. I work my butt off and like still stress. No one care I carry all the weight. Sometimes I wish I can leave this earth, but I tell myself everyday my kids need me. and I need them. I am just walking on eggshells. I can't vent or express. choose not to tolerate people behavior for me to get more hurt. Life is not fair..
A mom and partner I been with for years. Sometimes I wish I wasn't this sweetheart kind of person. Caught boyfriend telling 2 other girls he loves them. Been together for years share kids, recently got back together FOR IT TO BE THE SAME! Confronted it, vs acknowledging how I feel told me I am not allowed to see his phone anymore. Then treating me like I did something wrong. Then got fed up broke down crying. Always expect me to initiate everything, sex, outing etc. As I watch him call and ask someone what we doing today as I am here in his face crying telling him how I feel to be saying I am nagging and talking about females. I work from home, take care of kids, get the dress, and handle an 11 month. Moment I take a rest its a problem. Moment I say I need a break "Oh I am a weak mom" I give the most love to my kids and boyfriend. I make sure everyone is Okay, take nothing but all the loads. I am just angry inside. I dont try to yell and scream, Than make me seem like im crazy. Alone
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I’m really upset because my ex broke up with me and I was really upset and hurt. People told me that he was talking bad about me and I believed it and I spread his secret about being hypersexual and I feel really bad and I feel upset that I let my emotions get that far. I hurt him really bad and I just want him to talk to me.
5. I have accepted that I will never find love in the future. I've been given signs that I am meant to forever be alone. 6. I am a hypocrite who can't take their own advice. I hate listening to people tell me what to do yet I can't even listen to myself. 7. I do not see myself succeding in the future. 8. I cannot imagine a future for myself. 9. I serve in the church and my faith with my Lord is strong yet I do not carry out his word. 10. I have accepted that I will forever burn in hell for all of my sins. I know the pain will be a million times more painful than what I'm feeling now but I know I deserve it. 11. I wish I was loved. I wish for many things. I am stuck daydreaming about what I could've been.
Things I hate about myself & my life: 1. I'm fat, ugly, bad personality. I am not conventionally attractive, I try to fix myself but I still look bad. 2. The only thing I used to be good for was my personality (I am a people pleaser, people see me as responsible/dependable, but I'm faking it all for my reputation) 3. I lie about everything. I can't help but lie, I've done it to save my life. It's an automatic response. 4. I am the worst person to ever exist. I am a brat who doesn't know how to respect their own parents. I do not deserve anything whatsoever. My so called "worth" has faded away due to my negligence and carelessness. I have accepted my lost potential and will forever suffer the consequences of my actions.
hate this bs. i alr told them to bring mfing clothes and they told me uuwi kami but no. fuck no. i fucking hate how im seen as a brat but all im doing is looking out for them. i hate people who drink. drinking makes you an entirely different person. ano naman masasabi ko? what am i against all the other adults in that room? who am i to say anything? exactly. i am no one. i cant say shit. so anong magagawa ko kundi sumunod? tangina sa harap pa ng iba magtatanong? hello? edi obvious ano sagot ko? haha. fuck them. i sound like a spoiled and bratty teen but atleast im telling the truth.
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My first love died. It would've never worked out between us but I never did stop loving her. This happened a few years back now but I've never fully gotten over it. I found out about it in a pretty weird and fucked up way. I smoked some DMiTri and instead of the typical effects, she appeared to me standing in the corner of my room. I knew instantly that she had died but wasn't able to confirm until the following morning. This past year I learned how to astral project (Yes, it is real for any doubters. Anybody can learn it with practice and patience). I have gotten quite good at it and can transport my astral body through time and space. Every night, I go back to our happy times and relive them. I know that this isn't the healthiest way to grieve. But I can't stop myself from doing it. I wish that I could stay in the astral plane forever. Not just to relive those moments but because of how mundane life feels now. How can I be expected to have a career when the cosmos? I'm ready to leave
i was speaking with a guy who turned out to be a racist scumbag talking down to people. nothing but a pos. six two six three nine nine eight seven seven three
My brain keeps telling me everyone hates me. Logically I know not everyone does, but it still sucks knowing some people probably do. If only I could simply accept that fact and move along with my life instead of spiralling in my anxiety.
I genuinely feel so invalid I see vids abt people going beans but my max is Styros and my mother checks every week so I feel like im stuck in an endless loop and end up secluding myself from my friends because I feel they choose others over me, it causes me to spiral wanting to sh but I can't as my mum checks
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Trump I am not satisfied you are illegally invading Venezuela and Iran for America safety and that you well listen to Congress to stop the illegal attack on Iran.
So I feel like an idiot. Someone who I genuinely thought I was good friends with probably didn't like me at all. I found out she's been talking shit about me and I've come to realise that there was signs she was doing that earlier.. but I was too stupid to notice at the time.
Trump ignored Congress on illegally attacking Iran for the oil nothing with the security of America, so of course he well ignored Congress to stop attacking Iran.