All Rants

Every morning when I wake up I’m upset I don’t own a gun because I want to end it. I’m truly worthless to society. I’m fat and extremely hideous by all standards. I wish I was never born. I’m a waste of skin and a waste of space. The only thing stopping me is imagining how embarrassing it would be to make someone clean up my disgusting mess a final time.

I live in Alabama. I am a solid citizen and found myself in jail. In July of 2020 a new neighbor moved in. She was a single mother and when I introduced myself to her, she said she and her young son would be living at this address. He moved in and he loved loud music and loud pipes. I asked the Foley, Alabama police to address it. They did but they ticketed the wrong young man. The man I wanted to address was never in serious trouble, but I was asked by the Foley Police to move to another area of the state of even another state. Then the Policeman followed up. Foley's police are not enforcing the noise ordinance so you might as well learn to deal with. In the last months of 2023, I decided to ask for help from the State Police. The noise stopped and I thought my battle of senior abuse from these neighbors were in the pass. On April 21, 2024 I went for a walk as I have done since 2002. Go on Youtube / Neeli Faulkner muredercreekmedia / select "ARRESTED FOR WALKING" No Rights Here

I feel tired, I feel like I wanna kill someone then kill myself...........Just Die 😭

im tired. my parent recently returned from a trip and the second i saw her, my heart dropped. my mood was instantly ruined. i internally felt like what mizuki looked like on mizu5. and ever since she's returned, she hasn't been improving. i decided to wear a decent, cute outfit. and the lady told me "wEaR tHiS InStEaD!" when the fit *she* wanted looked like barbie from temu. and when i tried to disagree she told me i was disobeying her and said she would beat me. its annoying. why do you care so much about my outfit? it covers everything and looks pretty. yours looked terrible. and really, the lady's done more to me in the past. beat my ahh multiple times. made me dress down in front of her because "nobody cares about your private parts, and we're family!". i hate it. im so done with her.

I look around and see it everywhere. It seems to follow and taunt me with all its glory. Like a constant reminder, just how pathetic it really is. I feel this ache I have never even experienced in the first place. How can you yearn for something you have never tasted? Yet I take it all in and make it my own. I just want it once. I wonder if I will ever be like that, it scares me. To be able to shut your own brain off and still find the way....does it feel safe?

im tired of my own thoughts they are so loud nobody understands me i feel so lonely

My life has become so hollow. I don't work because I feel like I couldn't keep up with both that and college, I used to make art but that doesn't make me happy anymore. I have to force myself to do everything. Everyday is nothing. I have to live with my family despite being in my 20s because of the aforementioned unemployment. Shamefully, I've never worked before. I'm trying to work up to applying somewhere because I can't stand my family anymore and I need a decent income to leave. I'll take the cat with me, I'm his favorite :3 My cat is the only thing that makes me smile, he's my child. I'm writing this off of a horrible argument and I'm still pretty tearful, but my new courses started today and I need to focus so I'm venting :/ I'll work until it's done, then I'll try to draw something cute 🍀

I wish I was pretty like her I wish I was skinny like her I wish I was confident like her I wish I was outgoing like her I wish I was friendly like her I wish I didn’t have social anxiety like her I wish I had a happy resting face like her I wish I was liked by everyone like her I wish I could stand up for myself like her I wish I wasn’t such a coward like her I wish I couldn’t care what people think like her I wish- I wasn’t me.

What’s one thing about your job or school that nobody talks about but everyone experiences? I feel like these popular kids rly need to know what it’s like. Being bullied every day crying before going to school worrying about a certain lesson wishing you weren’t even alive. I feel like I would genuinely feel happier going to school if these people actually changed.And I’ve gave them many chances, thinking they’ve finally changed but no they’ve just moved on to someone more vulnerable.

I just sobbed my heart out over something so fricking stupid.

It's something about my ex friend that's been pissing me off so so much

I wish I wasn’t who I am. I feel like I don’t deserve anyone around me and that I’m better off gone.

I HATE how I overthink. So I have a friend irl and we’ve recently started playing Roblox together. She’s asked we could play again today but I said sorry I still need to do other homework. And her sister who sometimes played w us was also there and said does it really take the whole day to do your homework? I kinda felt hurt because how I process things isnt that quick and I do need help a lot but of course I just do it at home bc Im too scared to ask anyone else. And then she said ‘Wow ok you’re leaving me just like everyone else. Everyone hates me.’ And I felt rly bad but I think she was joking?but what if she wasn’t?but wha if she was just being sarcastic? But I still feel really bad because she sometimes thinks she’s annoying and I don’t want her to think that!And then I feel like the word person ever because what if an argument happens because she thinks that Im ignoring her?And then I realise how pathetic this whole thing is. How Im so fcking pathetic just thinkn wht might happen

Hi, so, this is my first time trying this website. But I've got a really heavy heart and a really exhausted mental state so I just want to let this feelings out. I have friends, sure. But not in a kind of relationship that I trust them with everything. As a first year nursing student, I've done a lot to get to where I am today. It's not that far, but I think I should have at least a little pat on the back for the achievements I made. Im the president of a whole section, and it's honestly mentally draining. I first brought up this event; capping and pinning, to my parents. And to my relatives. Because my parents can't attend, they're working abroad. I had no choice but to ask my relatives, but the way they say "Just ask ____ to go with you instead" makes me feel like this event—that proves I made it this far when others weren't able to—made it feel small and insignificant. Like it's not important to me. Told my parents about it and they just downplayed it. I feel really... really sad.

Because they are cowards and won't respond when you point out the truth, I will point out the truth here as it is close to impossible to get a word in with the unwanted and annoying abuse and racism from the same troll working for The Republican party at Quick Rant again and again and again Pauline Hanson, Joyce, Cory etc own words and actions is evidence they and their party don't believe in transparency and accountability.

I claim i hate my brother and that ill never support him once in out of this family. But sometimes there will be cases where I would feel maternal or feel bad about him. Theres nothing else for me to pity for I say he ran that out of me but, as a sibling, I think its human nature to still harbor affection or caring whenever theyre most vulnerable. I know hes done many mistakes which were intentional amd definitely his choice; i think that the discipline he gets are deserving and meant for him to experience to get it right—that was the mindset. But growing up it felt off. The older we get the more mature we're supposed to be... I get hes immature, makes many repeated mistakes but thats just how it goes. I feel bad not because of the discipline but the words thrown at him and how it affects psychologically. Truly I say I resent my brother but I understand how he is the way he is... One day its going to seep into his soul and heart, those words. Those words I know that hit me once before.

does anyone one feel like theyre being shut out? like my family, they only care about my other siblings and its never about me. Im not talking about small things like sports or toys, its more like my siblings get everything and they just dont care about me i think it may be because my grades are so bad and im just a complete failure or cuz im not like my pretty sister. i honestly just want to spill everything out but no one will even take a minute to acknowledge me or act like im even there. please give me thoughts how do i improve/be a better child?

I still can't get over my first bf. He keeps showing up in my dreams and I hate it. He made me feel horrible about myself, but he won't get out of my head. I'm a man instead of the girl he knew, yet my heart still aches the same. Am I desperate for love? maybe. Do you miss me too Jax? -H formerly I

I genuinely want to die. I feel like everyone is drifting away, what am I doing wrong? I keep getting ghosted, and my best friend seems to laugh more at random people than me. He has other friends, more important people to hangout with. I can't demand attention, I don't want to tell him I've been thinking about suicide and SH, I don't want to hurt him. I don't know if I'll make it to 21 anymore. I'm useless, I never help out around my house and I have no excuse. It just feels like everything would be better without me. I'll never be able to transition nor see my sister get married....I'm just so tired.

I wanna hurt someone so bad or make them hurt themselves. I want to cut someone's skin open or have them do it for me. I know it's bad. I'd never admit this to anyone, but it just makes me excited in a weird/sexy way. I want to be able to act this out, I don't want to be some freak in a mental institution. But im just holding these urges back all the time. I even did it to myself and sucked the blood out. But I want to do it to another living person. It's not enough. I'm restraining myself constantly. It's killing me not being able to explain it to anyone at all. I'd let someone kill me if they wanted to ever go that far, I want to feel the euphoria. I want someone to reciprocate. I want to know im not the only person who feels this way. I want to get out of this stupid fucking place and go do what I want. I'm tired of all these boring fucking insignificant humans. If this ever got out, they'd just wanna put me on drugs to shut me up. I need it so bad