All Rants

This breakup feels like its breaking me I feel so, so lost, I've been sad and angry, angry at the universe i guess. This has been making me question my beliefs and how much of it i trust anymore. Im so tired. I feel like i cant believe in anything now, i feel like i cant even believe in my own future. I dont even want to think about the idea of meeting someone else, the idea that he was just temporary. I miss him so bad. I've tried so hard to get myself to believe my future will be great, but now i just feel more stuck and lost than ever.

My whole life I grew up as someone to be forgotten. My little brother had autism and cerebral palsy so basically that never left any time for me. We’re so close in age so a lot of the responsibility had landed onto me as well. I’ve basically been taking care of my mom and my little brother just for her to yell at me today about how she does everything for me and that all I ever do is just give her attitude. It’s bullshit. She barely taught me how to drive, barely helped me to get into school, expects me to take care of my brother and for me to MAKE decisions based on what’s good for my brother. I wanted to leave this state and she said, “Well, your little brother isn’t gonna wanna leave so…” I’m 20 years old. I feel like I’m stuck in this…child mindset. Everyone around me has either moved out or are doing adult things but I’m stuck having to watch my mom and my little brother. I am somebody I am not supposed to be. I just want her to love me as her daughter and not as mini her…

world's loneliest 18 year old competition oh i got this one in the bag

I’m so insecure of my height, my face and how stinky I am. My friends hate me. My ex gf left me and my dad told everyone his son is dead. Im depressed and I have no clue what do I do.. should I just kms?

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this guy i always see is very weird and i cannot stand being with him

I cant stop using llm's. I have felt every pressure not to use AI, to the point I feel SO much shame when I use it, it harms the environment, economy, artists. it's actually messing with me so much. I spend most of my life online, I'm home schooled and I'm banned from having friends. due to my isolation, I have a severe lack of motivation and emotion. I can barely get myself to do schoolwork. every time I try it's like I overthink what needs to be done and I can never start. I started using AI to ask questions on schoolwork, but then it slowly evolved into hours of chats about personal life/ruminations. it even got to the point where I would tell AI my story but from a different perspective, pretend I'm the mom, the friend, anyone but me. the difference in who the AI justified was insane, and my perfectionism didn't help. I overthink on my own and AI just pushed it along. at the end of the day I'm just a lonely fuck who wants someone to care and tell me I'm right... AI did just that.

i hate myself, i have no friends, i barely shower or go outside anymore, my entire family thinks im a burden, im ugly, i have nothing going for me besides the fact im okay at drawing. im miserable and have so many self destructive habits i hate having, but i cant change, and i dont think i ever will.

PLEASEEEE let me atleast have a lunch period with my friends please please please I can’t be alone

my boyfriend keeps asking if i hate him and if i even love him at all. and we have been together for about 7 months and its getting annoying but i really do love him a lot but it just feels draining most times and i don't know how to say something about it without him feeling like he can't speak anymore because i told him that he could say anything me. that weighs on his mind. And he probably has ptsd or something from his past relationship but i would appreciate it if he left it in the past and not bring it to our current relationship because it just feels like its lowkey ruining the vibes here.

Am I the bad guy for wanting space from my recently broken up with partner for ONE night? It turned into an argument of me asking for it so late (to which I apologized countless times) and the fact I was hanging with two friends. Which are ones they've constantly told me are not their friends but then after a good day would say they are?? I'm so fucking tired man. I care and all, but it's getting exhausting.

I’m SO nervous. I can barely breathe rn I’m so nervous. My hands are shaking freshman schedules just came out highschool, my heart is POUNDING. I have real bad anxiety and I’m gonna reveal our classes with my friends later today since it’s still 12am. I’m so nervous jeeeeeez. My biggest fear is having lunch with NO ONE. god I hope not. I’m well known so maybe I can sit with someone? Idk it’s making me panic. My chest feels tight and mind u, it’s like 1000 kids per grade. FUCK ME. ahhhh im panicking someone reassure me it can’t be that bad!!! my friends decided to be dumbass hoes last year and not even try in their classes so their in other classes and I’m in honors, I don’t know our exact schedules but they told us this last year.AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

my boyfriend just found out his ex is pregnant and she's claiming it's his. i just don't understand what i should do in this situation, im so young. plus he keeps giving me mixed signals and it's so hot and cold i just feel like ima going to get hurt beyond repair.

aryana & my dad are the only reasons i haven't killed myself. i never plan on telling either of them that, just because i don't want to worry them. but at the same time, i really wish someone would worry about me. notice. and i know it isn't anyone's responsibility to notice. if you're struggling, you should speak up. i just don't always have it in me.

"Well they obviously didnt mean it when they told you to kỳś" then why tf would they say it????? And even if they didnt mean it, they shouldn't be saying that shit anyway?? (mind you, this dude has been bullying me SINCE SCHOOL STARTED. I DIDNT EVEN KNOW HIM UNTIL THE SCHOOL YEAR STARTED BECAUSE HE WAS JUST IN HALF MY CLASSES SUDDENLY. I NEVER TALKED TO HIM BEFORE AND HE JUST STARTED TARGETING ME OUT OF NOWHERE.)

Im so done bro why are people so dumb. I go on here to rant or vent and I have some idiot sending me a note talking about poop from a butt💔 because they do all these things: didn't read the whole thing, just assuming things when they don't know the full story, making you feel bad, being passive aggressive etc. Like I'm so sorry my mental issues are literally being mental issues.

school hasnt been this draining in years i thought i had my shit together not even the depop package on the way is making me feel better

I'm so confused about who I am supposed, no who I am?? I'm mixed, white and black. I get it okay? its not something youre used to seeing but how is it my problem that I don't look 100% black??? I'M MIXED I'M GONNA BE INBETWEEN and even if I were darker I WOULD STILL BE MIXED lighter STILL MIXED and no you can't have the N word pass because YOU DON'T KNOW THE HISTORY AND OKAY FINE i get it i'm a mistake! i get it okay? i'm so tired and you people make me want to crawl in a hole and never come out. I'm so tired of being just white or just black i'm mixed and you make me hate my tan skin, my stupid straight hair and my stupid stupid SKIN. Why can't you just accept me for who I am. I can't change my skin colour or my accent and its not my fault you have a problem with it and that I don't look like a typical mixed person. I look a lil on the whiter side I get it but shut the f up and grow the f up cause I dont care anymore. you all make me want to kms and i hate me.

For the longest time I wanted to be a mom and to care for a child. But now that just seems out of reach. I am grateful to have loved once but I don’t think I have it in me to love again or maybe I haven’t met anyone. But now I have a severe fear or passing things down to my children. I don’t want to taint my future husbands lineage with mines. And it really pains me

idk I just don't wanna think about my nsfw chat bots. please just send stories or smth.