sometimes tbh i just want to end everything not like i want to kill myself maybe i do but to end the suffering my parents when i need them the most behave like i don't exist it hurts i am just a teen who just wants a happy family but i guess i am not that lucky enough i just hate my sister iever since i was a kid she abused me beat me just because i was a girl and she wanted a brother y mom had a miscarrige after me i was very young i don't even remember when did this happend my sister abused me beat me and told me ahe wish i was dead instead of my brother ughhhh i don't know what to do anymore because there's so much to say but still can't express it i need therepy seriously but my parents don't take mental health seriously i do't know what to dooooo

I don’t wanna be in this world. Not in a suicidal way, but in a way where if this world wasn’t.. this world, I’d wanna actually be here. In my head, an apocalyptic world where there’s only children-animal hybrids that only survived because their immune system was stronger or something would be perfect. Not one where there was fighting and kids doing not kid stuff, but one where everyone made an agreement to have communities and try not to harm anyone. Of course, there would be kids who WILL cause trouble, but the majority doesn’t. That is the perfect world. (Also this isn’t in a furry/therian way, just in a sweet tooth show like world but only children (I REALLY HOPE THIS DOESNT SOUND WEIRD-)

The concept of religion absolutely pisses me off, i hate videos using religion for likes and subscribers, (im an atheist by the way.)| The videos that are like "oowww Like and subscwibe if you love allah" or whatever fucked up bullshit, "god loves you" "you are a son/daughter of god" Look on my face right now and try and see if I GIVE A FUCK!!! and plus, most of the images are ai slop being used to decieve kids so they can just press a thumbs up button, (really fucking lazy, I know.) like im sorry, "jesus" Did NOT, NOT!!! bless a random motherfuckers food, Just a quick note I AM NOT hating on religion, im just saying it can be annoying at times, anyways, continuing, i hate how much my school forces christianity Right in my face, i dont WANT to pray to a god i dont believe in, and i dont have to believe in it, OK?!?! Anyways.... That was a long ride!! Thanks for reading, wish me luck i guess, buh bye