sometimes tbh i just want to end everything not like i want to kill myself maybe i do but to end the suffering my parents when i need them the most behave like i don't exist it hurts i am just a teen who just wants a happy family but i guess i am not that lucky enough i just hate my sister iever since i was a kid she abused me beat me just because i was a girl and she wanted a brother y mom had a miscarrige after me i was very young i don't even remember when did this happend my sister abused me beat me and told me ahe wish i was dead instead of my brother ughhhh i don't know what to do anymore because there's so much to say but still can't express it i need therepy seriously but my parents don't take mental health seriously i do't know what to dooooo

I don’t wanna be in this world. Not in a suicidal way, but in a way where if this world wasn’t.. this world, I’d wanna actually be here. In my head, an apocalyptic world where there’s only children-animal hybrids that only survived because their immune system was stronger or something would be perfect. Not one where there was fighting and kids doing not kid stuff, but one where everyone made an agreement to have communities and try not to harm anyone. Of course, there would be kids who WILL cause trouble, but the majority doesn’t. That is the perfect world. (Also this isn’t in a furry/therian way, just in a sweet tooth show like world but only children (I REALLY HOPE THIS DOESNT SOUND WEIRD-)

what if i just end it all? would it really be that bad? I keep praying. im doing everything i can. has God given up on me? everyone else has. Im barely even functioning. my depressions sky high. Fuck man. i feel so empty. i feel so alone. so dead inside. i just want it to stop. why wont it stop. why do i relive what he did every fucking day. ive lost all hope. im tired. i just want to die. every. moment. of. everyday. i feel his hands like their still there. i miss my friends. i miss my family. but most of all i miss the girl i used to be. i actually watched him in the mirror above the hotel bed rip the spark out of my eyes. my mom made my kid brother (13 btw) search for my razors while i was bakeracted.