I feel more like an animal then a human, not like a therain way, like I'm not human at all. A part of me feels like that's a good thing, humans are horrible cruel things. But the other part makes me think, maybe I'm the cruel thing that doesn't deserve to live. Maybe this is why my parents never cared for me fr, bout to end it

Im sorry. I just want to be okay. Im sorry i reported him. I just want my family back. i just want to be normal.

Im behind in school. The sophmore slump is kicking my ass. My rapist came over today. My moms still with him. My grandmother hates me. I feel his hands every moment of everyday. I'm so lonley im venting to strangers on the internet. fuck my life.