Anonymous
I don’t want to go into the real world yet. . I haven’t even started, but I’m already tired—what more if I actually begin? I’m so tired. The real world is scary. I’m not ready for responsibilities. I’m weak. How am I supposed to survive out there? I just want to stay here in my room. I feel like studying is pointless—maybe I don’t even have a future. Maybe I’m just hardworking, not smart. I don’t have a single talent. I have many hobbies but I haven’t mastered any of them. When I learn the basics, I stop and don’t continue improving. Maybe I really don’t have a future. I’m just a burden to my family. I keep spending money but I don’t even help with household chores. I’m such a selfish person. I always put myself first. I don’t even care about my mom and siblings. I’m so worthless. I’m such a bad and hypocritical person,I judge people in my mind based on their appearance, even though I’m afraid of being judged myself. I don’t even have my own personality, I just copied it