I feel so lonely I live with 3 other people and I thought they were my friends but they purposely leave me out such as they go on trips and concerts as well as holidays with eachother and they never tell me until I find them hiding their suitcases or posting on social media. I spent over a year trying to hang out with them and make plans and they always said they couldn't make it. they are also the most debby downers I have ever met. It hurts I can't lie. I thought I found friends but I was wrong. Why do they ignore me why all this secrets. I even asked them like whats going on and they just laughed. Yeah I wish I had friends.