Anonymous
I’ve dealt with chronic illness for almost 2 years now, I don’t think I’ve ever wanted to die so much. It feels so draining to not feel well most days. It’s like it’s become my normal to not feel well. It sucks when everything’s heightened from being sick. But, some days I wish I hadn’t woken up because I feel so awful. Honestly I wouldn’t even be upset if I never woke up. I’m only 18 yet it feels like I’m not even living most of the time
Anonymous
I was trying to lay down and take a nap. I had just finished running errands. Then, out of nowhere, I got hit with these stupid memories that feel fake, but I know are real, of me being SA’d as a kid by my older brother. And it hit me, that this man has kids of his own now. I feel like I should tell someone, but I feel like it’s too late. And even if it’s not, would anybody even care? He was also a kid when he did that. And everyone thinks he’s a good person. My family already fell apart a long time ago, so I don’t know if it’d be appropriate to tell my mom or dad. But now I can’t stop thinking about it. My heart is racing. I can’t fall back asleep.