I wish to be held. Times I debate with myself, if I want to be loved, or if my will to love back is stronger than the former. Often, I believe myself to yearn for the freedom to express romantic love rather than yearning to receive it. Its comparable to introversion or 'anti-social'-ness. Often, you're content, sometimes happy all alone in your own space. However, loneliness always hits the hardest once your mind breaks that mental shield. I never have imagined the reality of someone complimenting me romantically, flirting or of similar gestures. I will never find myself to fit that image I do believe in a more fantastical concept of love, something many consider unrealistic now. 'Pure' love doesn't exist. Or so they say. I believe otherwise. I think 'true' love can exist, and no longer a norm because no one practices it anymore. Everyone seeks to gain from a relationship, particularly materialistic worth even if they don't think so I simply want someone I'm willing to fight Hell for