Anonymous
okay so its been a month since he said "yeah" when i asked him if he didnt wanna talk on the bus anymore. in this entire month, my biggest fear is that i porbably did not cross his mind like at all. His eyes are so cold whne i look at him, and i dont even think he cares about how much he affected me, and how much i would cry sobbing in the bathroom in the hallways in the room all alone, i coundlt sleep eat do anything, i had no motivation i was a shell of what I used to be. It pains me so much, thinking that I was nothing for him, and he left me in such a harsh way I was so unprepared for that. i just want closure, i want closure for that. I wan thim to scream in my face that he hates me so i can move on. but i still love him. I desrve that much at least. I want a proper goodbye. there is SO MUCH UNSAID between us. bryfewiodwijeoo. i feel like a loser venting this out, but omg that hurt so much. hell know this is him when I ask this. hey, hows shadow doing?? Is she good? Troll Emoji
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