Rant #2498

it feels like none of my friends actually like me bc like none of them seem concerned or phased by me admiring I attempted less than a week ago and someone in my friend group told me to kms. and like, dude I just tried to. idk I feel like I'm just overreacting even tho I know I'm not. only two ppl really cared when I told them I attempted and that was my bsf and my situationship. I have a literal depression diagnosis and my mom accused me of just being lazy and after I attempted and got out of the hospital she found some of my school work unfinished and accused me of trying to kms to get out of school. The one time I attempt it just feels like no one cares. all my friends will ask for my input on things and then not listen to me and I've been repeatedly cut off for months by basically everyone. its just so tiring when the people who claim to love you don't even listen to you and ignore you half the time.