Rant #2473

i genuinley hate my hamster sometimes i have to take him out my room and i feel so horrible because i can hear him trying to chew through the plastic at the bottom of his cage and it is the most grating noise i have ever heard it actually drives me insane that sometimes i think maybe it wouldnt be so bad if he did chew through his cage and just run out the house and i feel so mean and i hope he doesnt cuz my dog will actually eat him but he escaped his ball today when i cleaned out his cage and bit the shit out of me when i tried to pick him up and hes not even in my room hes downstairs and i can still hear him trying to chew through that stupid fucking plastic and it drives me insane and im too scared to bring up rehoming to my dad because i begged him for months to let me have my hamster and i do love him i just feel so bad