Rant #2432

Fuck, I don't know, I've lost count! It's stirred up all my anger and annoyance at people and at the world. First, my boyfriend and I haven't been okay for months; we're ignoring each other, no sex, no clear communication, I'm so bloody fed up with his shit. Secondly, my mum's so sarcastic I blocked her for my own peace of mind. Thirdly, the timeline for the house I'm having built is being delayed because of the bloody government and all their requirements, as if the money we're borrowing is theirs and they can just run off with it, not to mention the fucking taxes, and then I'm just looking forward to our getaway with my mates to Boracay to get some rest and reset, and guess what, last-minute cancellation, hahahaha, flight and accommodation were already booked. For fuck's sake! I can't breathe, it feels like everything's weighing down on my chest all at once. I'm trying my best to be understanding, but for fuck's sake, I feel like I'm about to explode. Fucking hell!!!