Anonymous
I wish I was more outgoing. I feel like I have some fucking personality disorder with the way act. Well thats what my mum has been telling how I act so shy and depressed oustide home or anywhere else except it. I feel like something is wrong with me and I feel like if I had never acted so loud or confident in my house but kept the same quiet composure then my mum wouldn’t need to complain. People have seen me in class and outside and they’re probably thinking how there must be something wrong with me like how could I act such like a different person? My friends are so much more better people than me, they don’t even know how I act without them there. I’ve made people hate me because of my weird ass quiet self and I hate it. I hate myself I hate myself. Every time I see myself I hate who is there.
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