Hi. I'm a 15 year old who constantly fails at anything she does. I'm crying right now because I'm just so emotional and I can't do anything to just make things better. I don't know why I'm like this. Always crying, always being such a dumb bitch. I'm a burden to my family, and a nuisance to my classmates. I wish I was better for the people I love. Maybe, it's better if I'm just not here anymore. Everything's so pointless. Why did I hesitate ending my life 3 years ago? I should've tried harder to escape. Gosh, am I really that bad? Am I really that useless? I'm not at the top of my class. I'm not pretty. I'm just here. I don't wanna be here anymore. I didn't fight hard enough for the good grades. I didn't fight hard enough for the people I love. I'm sorry. To my family, friends, everyone. I'm not good enough, and I never will be. I'm sorry that I am who I am. I hope I find the opportunity to leave and never bother anyone else ever again. I hope the pills work this time. Thank you