Anonymous
I truly feel Im the most fcking ugliest friend in my group. They have clear skin, a skinny body, a confident personality, theyre good at sports, they wear good makeup, they wear different hairstyles every day, they have healthy hair, they have friends outside our friend group, they talk to other people without getting scared. Why can’t I be like that? Ever since I graduated I promised myself that next year I’d be a complete changed person. Im not. I feel like I’ve gotten even worse. I shut myself from people, Im truly alone without my friends. Just today my teacher said to get into pairs and I was the only one left. I felt so lost and scared that everyone was looking at me because I was the only one standing alone. Then a girl said I could join their pair and she was such a sweetheart god bless her. But, I couldn’t help feel so utterly pathetic :(
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