Rant #2416

I feel so bad about all of the people I wronged, every single day the guilt in me grows as much as my thoughts starts to became intrusive. I hate that I am such a quarrelsome person, every single person who I deeply trust and cherish had been dissapointed in me because I can't fucking shut my mouth when it's needed and I feel guilt afterwards. It doesn't matter how much I apologise, if I know for sure it will definitely happen again. I hate being like that. Negativity filled me up. Everything I say is negative. Everything about me is negative. I hate myself. I'm going to attempt today. So my friends who I wronged and hurt will be finally free from such a jerk like me.