Rant #2390

I feel trapped by my family they’re everywhere and I cannot run from them. I am expect to always be around my cousins and unfortunately they’re the only friend I have. I’ve worked at my family business for years and I am struggling to find a job outside of it. The few times I go out with someone new, I have to stress over my family and if I miss a call they beguin screaming through my phone. It’s so isolating, I’m 20, I desperately what to leave but I feel as though I don’t even know how to communicate anymore, it’s been so long since I had a friend that didn’t share my last name.