Rant #2380

So I'm kind of stuck. Not only can I not focus on what I'm supposed to be doing while I'm typing this up, but more specifically, I'm a hopeless romantic, have finally come to terms with the fact that the guy I've liked and gotten to be slightly better friends with will probably never like me back (I have told him how I felt within the first couple months of liking him, he preferred to remain friends, has had 2 girlfriends from then to now), and so what does my brain that has refused to be able to be fine with myself and patient and not feel alone and constantly liking someone do? Start crushing/thinking back and forth between the past 3 people I've liked b/c they're all really good people, I've started to become less introverted and so have gotten better friends with them, and its like "why am i still stuck on these people they dooonnnnnn't like me baaaAAACK!" and then my brain responds with "yes, but no u"