Anonymous
I hate myself. I feel like I complain all about my life because of my overthinking. I tend to exaggerate things and go into a spiral and I just feel so hopeless. Thing is I never tell anyone because they also have a lot of things in their plate,most of my friend group isnt the best mentally, so I try to keep things to myself to not escalate things. But I hate it. And if I did tell someone what if they would judge me? What if they’d say oh you have it better than most people JIST be grateful for once. But im trying to be. I’ve been thinking to get anxiety meds but I’m too scared to ask my mum. I’ve wanted to kill myself and I’ve tried to self harm but I was too much of a coward to carry on. I cry alone and quietly so one notices. I don’t know why Im like this I miss my childhood :(
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