Rant #2342

I look around and see it everywhere. It seems to follow and taunt me with all its glory. Like a constant reminder, just how pathetic it really is. I feel this ache I have never even experienced in the first place. How can you yearn for something you have never tasted? Yet I take it all in and make it my own. I just want it once. I wonder if I will ever be like that, it scares me. To be able to shut your own brain off and still find the way....does it feel safe?