My life has become so hollow. I don't work because I feel like I couldn't keep up with both that and college, I used to make art but that doesn't make me happy anymore. I have to force myself to do everything. Everyday is nothing. I have to live with my family despite being in my 20s because of the aforementioned unemployment. Shamefully, I've never worked before. I'm trying to work up to applying somewhere because I can't stand my family anymore and I need a decent income to leave. I'll take the cat with me, I'm his favorite :3 My cat is the only thing that makes me smile, he's my child. I'm writing this off of a horrible argument and I'm still pretty tearful, but my new courses started today and I need to focus so I'm venting :/ I'll work until it's done, then I'll try to draw something cute 🍀