Rant #2328

I claim i hate my brother and that ill never support him once in out of this family. But sometimes there will be cases where I would feel maternal or feel bad about him. Theres nothing else for me to pity for I say he ran that out of me but, as a sibling, I think its human nature to still harbor affection or caring whenever theyre most vulnerable. I know hes done many mistakes which were intentional amd definitely his choice; i think that the discipline he gets are deserving and meant for him to experience to get it right—that was the mindset. But growing up it felt off. The older we get the more mature we're supposed to be... I get hes immature, makes many repeated mistakes but thats just how it goes. I feel bad not because of the discipline but the words thrown at him and how it affects psychologically. Truly I say I resent my brother but I understand how he is the way he is... One day its going to seep into his soul and heart, those words. Those words I know that hit me once before.