Rant #2321

I miss her so much; my chest hurts so much because of it. I am not really sure if I miss her or just the experience. We just broke up, and I feel so lost after everything. It never occurred to me that this would hurt like this because of the thought that I know that this would happen, well, it really did, and now I don't know what to do. My heart feels like it's going to explode because of all the things that I feel and that I miss her so much. I don't know if I miss her or just the feeling of our relationship. I tried searching for answers, but it even made me more confused. Every time I look at my room, it feels so empty, no presence of her, not even the things that she gave me. I also don't want to tell them anymore because they think it's too much for them, and that they are annoyed for how I kept bringing her back every time we talk. It feels so heavy, my whole body aches with my heart .