Rant #2320

everyone hates me. i need to escape. my therapist doesnt like me, and during PE today, i got targeted, being bullied for being gay, my counselor doesnt listen to me, everyone wishes me dead i dont deserve life i dont know whats going on feel like i deserve to die and just disappear forever, i have nobody to talk to, and my most favorite teacher blamed me for something i cant control and i hate her now i dont know why i cant trust people i dont know why everyone hates me what did i do i dont know i miss my friends but i feel like i have only 4 but i know i have more than that but idk im fat and i suck and im really tired of life