Rant #2311

I genuinely think im stupid. Cause not only did i get told by my dad that i gained weight, my sister yelled at me because i cleaned a dish wrong. So here i am crying and trying not to have my family hear me cause my dad will iust brush it off as my hormones. His comments are literally degradation. And he thinks he can connect with jesus and shit. Idk if ill relapse but it sure does sound nice. I want peace for once in this house. No homophobic comments, no sexism, racism, and more from my dad. Cause my dad critics every friend i have. He told me A looked "too indian" and that E was a girl and not a boy. I genuinely cannot. I love my dad dearly but i cannot keep up with his bullshit of comments. Especially to my body, he loves pointing out the fact that i go back and fourth in weight classes. He also smacks my ass as a ioke and pokes me all the time. I know he thinks its funny but its a different thing with guys. Im born female btw..