Rant #2287

Doesn't matter what I do I'll always hate myself for looking in the mirror and seeing her. My horrible personality is because of you and I'll always blame her, my mom. I get it all from you and I can't stop the generational trauma because I've already started and can't stop so just fucking die or I'll kill you. I genuinely will. I don't care if I end up in juvie as long as you're dead and gone. Because it's your fault I hate absolutely everything about me. Just die please. Or maybe I'll just die