GOOOOOOOOOOD i am so sick of going out and seeing and watching and talking to other people. I'm sick. Everybody pisses me off and school especially is wringing me dry and the term has just started. I hate everyone, I wish I could just push them all away so they could stop existing around me because I don't care what they have to say to me and I have absolutely nothing good to say to them. I hate doing things that make me happy or things that are fun and i hate going to the classes i used to like and talking to the friends i love. i hate waking up every morning when its not a weekend. i hate sundays. i wish every day was a saturday where i could be alone in my house doing nothing. nothing i do makes me proud. i did great last term and got full marks in accelerated english. i fucking feel nothing about it and im just glad i never have to do it again. im not proud of myself. i hate going outside and i hate staying inside alone. i have never felt more miserable to be okay.