Rant #2262

I don’t even know anymore I’m actually crashing out because like we’ve been friend for so long and I really never have had a crush so I don’t know what it feels like but I kinda want to kiss her if that makes sense? And she’s so cool but I also had this exact situation with another friend of mine and I can’t tell what’s happening in my mind because like I would kiss her but at the same time there’s no way we’d ever kiss or I don’t even know I’m kinda crashing out about this