Rant #2260

I used to think that he might have loved me, it sure felt like it. But in the end it was all love bombing. A part of me wishes to go back to that, feeling like I actually mattered in your life. When you talked to me all the time and not only when it was convenient. Maybe it was my fault, maybe I pushed you away. But I’m tired of feeling jealous and unwanted. I wish I never met you, but at the same time, if I never met you, I would probably be dead right now. Because even if you don’t know it, you helped me through the hardest time of my life.